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sad and nothing

2012-01-25T07:18:00.000-08:00

i had to face a lottt of problem this month, plenty of big big big problem and i told myself to stay strong. no more tears to be wasted. tears for free from me and they are priceless. i must help myself before i can help anyone else.

Mr Green

okey, bout Mr babi ejo, ive told him that i miss him. and i cant even imagine what is his respond. i shut off the phone immediately after the text is delivered. haha, what a fool. i cant face it okey. i bet he will ~~never~~ reply the text ive sent. he will thought that it just a nonsense. oh god, i really miss you green stuff. :\

Gone Let Be Gone

feel pity for myself for the non-long lasting relationship. Goodbye Sheril Hazri. A month for us is nothing i think. i know u've suffer a lot because of me. u showed that u cant withstand an official relationship even for a month! after a month, now u showed your real attitude. that's the real you uhh? im done with all of these. im sick of changing boys all the time. i just want to fulfill the emptiness tekonokk.

Alyn Chocoholic

and for my alyn hunneh, Alhamdulillah, her operation going well, 3 days in hospital. i know she really dislike it. at home already. recover from the injury of the operation. appendix punyerr operation on chinese new year. no holiday for you this week young lady. although she's look pale after the operation, oh god, guess what, her mouth still able to pot pet pot pet. good for you. get well soon dear. i know u will be fine. :)

K-L-M-J

2012-01-21T18:41:00.000-08:00

Now Playing : Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

Haha, ipak gilak la Title ngan Now Playing ya. ku suka lagu ya oii. vc nya kacak, raged gila la sial ! Well, nothing to do with both of them actually. Wise people said, when we are already get rid of our ex(s), they will be interfere our new relationship. why why why this thing happened ! As long as there is trust between each other, long lasting relationship could be maintained.

Firstly, so sorry to my sayang mun post tok ada molah nya jeles k. heee.

Happy Chinese New Year to all my fellow Chinese friends. miss my classmate already. when there are festival, there will be holiday. when there are holiday, people in far far place will be back to their hometown. kengg, that reminds me to ~~babi ejo~~. haiyakk. tetiba terpikey sal miak ya. ohh tight asshole! ai mishh eyuu mayuh mayuhhh ~~paluiii~~. jgn baca oyy. kbye.

*batok batok kahakk*

cidak bunyi ya juak. anyway, as you all know, my facebook is deactivated. no more run run away from problem oyy, its just facebook membosankan okeyy. face the truth! stop living in hypocrisy. that really disgusting bahh. publisiti murahan. perhatian yang menjengkelkan. ohh, hidup kau memang menyedihkan!.

baeklah, jangan ditanyakk lagikk nyer pun, ku sik keja ae cuti menunggu result SPM tok. siktauk la, kali kaya gilak kali oh. HAHA. perasan gila babeng lah sial bongok loba. terlalu malas untuk berkerja. waima sedemikian nyer pun, duit tetap masyukk. orang berbudi, kita berbahasa. orang memberi, kita berbelanja. makaseh mak, makaseh apak. waima kamek salu kaie ngan kitak makk, makaseh manyakmanyak nyer pun mak aa.. lepiuu mak ♥

baiklah sahabat-sahabat sekalian, pesanan dari penaja, jangan lah makan sahabat okey, makan lah nasik. berkhasiat lagi mengenyangkan perut nyer pun. ohh mael lambongg. ku pun siktauk apa kaitan. ngee. ai mish eyuu nenel.

Alyn and Sugarbun

2012-01-06T06:18:00.000-08:00

Funny stuff happened today. Haha. Cant get rid of it! This evening, Alyn and I went to Sugarbun. There was a guy, he's quite cute and good looking. But he is skinny. Err. Not too skinny. I never see him in town before, maybe he isnt from here. He is our waiter for today.

The thing happened when he is delivering Alyn's spaghetti. Yeah, Alyn cant stop looking at him. So am I, keep on staring at him without blinking. Under my conscious, I said to him "nya mintak number". While I hold my fork and pointing at Alyn. He was confounded and smile. Alyn looked at me with a shocked face. It was quite funny and both of us laugh out loud as he leave us.

While both of us enjoy our meals, we keep on talking how he is so cute. Non-STOP! As we are bout to leaving, we went to the other side which is a bakery. We walked across a table where the cute guy is enjoying his meal with his friends. I think he is having his break time. And suddenly, we heard "syutt syutt" sound. HAHA. I turned over and saw he is looking at us. That's really freaking us out !

Me and Alyn cant stop giggle even when we had arrived home. It's mean , a positive respond for you Alyn. HAHA. Oh God, ntah zaman bila la teknik "syutt syutt" ya. *cant stop laughing ! He bout to say that he liked you too ! HAHA.

cinta-baru-anggur

2012-01-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

They said I have new boyfriend. Is it? Is it true? So true. New boyfriend huh? Actually, err, let it be a secret between me and him. Not our first relationship actually. haha. I dont know how many time both of us declare bout our relationship. I think, it is better to keep it as a secret this time.

About him.

he's not hawtt, nor wealthy. but he is nicer, understanding, full of patience, sweet and gentle. he is really my types. he could withstand my childish and hot tampered attitude. good looking? definitely i will say no, he isnt. he is Sheril Hazri. Once again, Sibu boii. I wonder why I suddenly wanna talk about him in public. I also dont know, maybe I'm tired of "fake spareparts". my time has passed. starting a new life with new story in a new year. Hopefully Ive made a right choice. No more looking back and no more regret as I promised myself to deal with all my problems without any complaints and help.

Hello 2012.

New year , new boii huh? No, new year, back to my old boii. Haha. 2011 has passed , here come 2012. Im 18 this year. I can watch porn already. Can I? HAHA. joke, what am I thinking. I am not going to watch any! I'm celebrating new year with Sayang ♥, Amira, Nadea and Anah at Dataran Sibu. It is an unexpected plan. I do hoping to celebrate in Sibu, but the plan is in an unexpected. Its happened suddenly due to some technical problems. However, I do enjoy myself that night. Hope 2012 will be better than 2011.

No more school !

yeahh ! No more school babyy. Relax, eat. More relax and more eat. Lastly, I will gain weight. And I will faced problem with locomotion and movement at the end. Huu, mintak dijauh. Simpang malaikat 44. Im no longer called a student. Im now officially a unemployed. also known as penganggur. what do they do? of course they tanam anggur and harvest them at the end of the year. Im too nervous thinking about my incoming results. What would my parents said if my results are worst. past is past right? gone, let be gone. nothing we could do about it. Hopefully I will get good results. Amin.

<-- antap alu muka penganggur HAHA.

merepek

2011-12-26T20:32:00.000-08:00

today is 27 December 2011. Thats mean, more 5 days to new year. Thus, my sayang will be back on 31 December. Hell yeah ! I really miss her. Mulut cerdit alyn. haha.

Next is, heyheyhey. as usual, cuti, sekda benda nak k polah. I gain weight. Really, im expand and will not explode. LOL. I cant stop thinking about my incoming results. Ohh, what will my parents say if i didnt score well. :\

Aww. People keep asking me, "sik keja ko cuti tok?". My answer is NO, org tua ku gik mampu tanggung ku. LOL. agak "~~sombong~~ bodoh" la jugak jawapan tersebut. But who cares. My parents didnt allowed me to having a part-time job. Better sit and home, sleep, eat , and more sleep, and more eat.

Cuma dara yang hilang jak sikdapat diganti. HAHA.

Oh headache. I found a replacement ! Yeah. Patah tumbuh hilang berganti. suckk. Azleen, that's so rude. Do control your manner and mind your words ok girl? Sheril Hazri, please shout out loud!

Nothing much cross my mind right now. I just live the way i should live. haha. skema punya ayat.

:)

2011-12-23T21:03:00.000-08:00

For God Sake. Firstly, Tahniah terbanyak-banyak-banyak-and-banyak sekali untuk Azlin Ali (Alyn Chocoholic) as she achieved straight A's in her PMR. Tahniah from me. And do remind me about your birthday present too if you're back home by new year okey. Hey girl , I miss you a lot. Nang miss ko gilak-gilak ae. Can't wait the moment for you to come back home. We could hang-out together again.

Secondly, Thanks God for giving me a second change to live the life. Sheril Hazri as the prize. haha. Angol kali nak.

Nothing much to type actually. Better moving on now. Got to live the life. No more ~~GOT 2 LUV U~~. Goodbye. *pangaii.

December ♥

2011-12-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

I am back for a while. Im done with my SPM and pray to God for results with flying colours. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Kau berikanlah aku keputusan SPM yg cemerlang. Amin ya rabbana'allamin.

I'm on my holiday peeps. Guess what, Im now non-stop eating and sleeping, eat more, sleep more.. Look like I got no life isn't it? yeahh, hell yeah ! I faced too many conflict and dilemma. I felt pity for myself. Kalau bukan aku, sapa lagi kan? Problems seem like can't be apart from us.

I get confused with my own feeling. I do love you, Mohd Daniel, but, hm. gne nak padah oh. susah ehh. I just can't accept you, the way you are now! I really miss the old you. Nowadays, you really annoyed me a lot ! Kinda hate your new attitude and the new you. Hey, can you do a little favour for me? Please return the old Daniel, would you?

Azizul Khaliq, you are also changed now. I know I was wrong. You changed because of me. I didn't expect all of this to happened toward us. You keep on ignoring me and it all my fault. I'm the one that changed you. I think, I deserved to be treated like this. Gjul, do take care of yourself at Sabah, ok? ~~I really miss you.~~ I miss you!

Abdul Fuad Mahdi, you keep on bothering me, why did you came back to me? I don't know what game you are playing now and you know what. I dont seem like I interested!. Huh? Please, go away! I dont need you anymore. I've let you go. I've loved you once and I'm the one that hurt badly. You teached me the meaning of useless and wasting time loving someone. Thanks to you, but you can go now.

I started to miss everyone around me now. Hm.

Alyn Chocoholic, please be back soon. Felt empty without you. Honestly! I miss you, girl ! A lot of story to shared. More gossips. Oh holiday, I learnt to spending more time with family. yeahh, family is the bestt. they wont be replaceable !

I lovee my family so much! ♥

Physics

2011-11-10T18:16:00.000-08:00

ok, here some spot question for physics.

Paper 2 :
Section A
Chapter 2 : Forces and Motion *hot topic
Chapter 3 : Forces and Pressure
Chapter 4 : Heat *hot topic
Chapter 5 : Light *hot topic
Chapter 6 : Waves *hot topic
Chapter 7 : Electricity *hot topic
Chapter 8 : Electromagnetism
Chapter 9 : Electronics *hot topic
Chapter 10 : Radioactivity *hot topic

Less important topic
Chapter 1 : Introduction of Physics

Section B and Section C
Chapter 2 : Forces and Motion
Chapter 3 : Forces and Pressure *hot topic
Chapter 4 : Heat *hot topic
Chapter 5 : Light *hot topic
Chapter 6 : Waves *hot topic
Chapter 7 : Electricity
Chapter 8 : Electromagnetism *hot topic
Chapter 9 : Electronics

Less important
Chapter 1: Introduction of Physic
Chapter 10 : Radioactivity

Paper 3

Chapter 2 : Forces and Motion *hot topic
Chapter 3 : Forces and Pressure
Chapter 5 : Light *hot topic
Chapter 7 : Electricity *hot topic
Chapter 8 : Electromagnetism

Less important
Chapter 1 : Introduction of Physics
Chapter 4 : Heat
Chapter 6 : Waves
Chapter 9 : Electronics
Chapter 10 : Radioactivity

Biology

2011-11-06T19:27:00.000-08:00

oke spm biology candidates. here's some more tips and prediction for this year, 2011.

Paper 2
Section A (structure)
Chapter 4 - Chemical Composition of the Cell *important topic
Chapter 5 - Cell Division *important topic
Chapter 6 - Nutrition
Chapter 7 - Respiration *important topic
Chapter 8 - Dynamic Ecosystem
Chapter 14 - Inheritance

Not so important :
Chapter 2 - Cell Structure and Cell Organisation
Chapter 11 - Support and Locomotion
Chapter 12 - Coordination and Response

Section B (Essay)
Chapter 9 - Endangered Ecosystem *important topic
Chapter 10 - Transportation *important topic
Chapter 12 - Coordination and Response *important topic
Chapter 13 - Reproduction and Growth

Paper 3 :
Chapter 3 - Movement of Substances across the Plasma Membrane
Chapter 8 - Dynamic Ecosystem
Chapter 10 - Transportation

Hot topic this year 2011 :
Chapter 3 - Movement of Substances Across the Plasma Membrane *important topic
Chapter 4 - Chemical Composition of the Cell
Chapter 6 - Nutrition *important topic
Chapter 7 - Respiration

chemistry.

2011-11-05T21:50:00.000-07:00

spm candidates batch 2011, chemistry candidates. :

tips and predictions :

Paper 2

Form 4 :
Chapter 2 : The Structure of Atom *important topic
Chapter 3 : Chemical Formulae and Equations *important topic
Chapter 4 : Periodic Table of Elements *important topic **hot topic
Chapter 5 : Chemical Bonds *important topic
Chapter 6 : Electrochemistry **hot topic
Chapter 7 : Acids and Bases
Chapter 9 : Manufacture Substances in Industry **hot topic

Form 5 :
Chapter 1 : Rate of Reaction *important
Chapter 2 : Carbon Compounds
Chapter 3 : Oxidation and Reduction *important topic **hot topic
Chapter 4 : Thermochemistry **hot topic
Chapter 5 : Chemical for Consumers **hot topic

Paper 3

Form 4
Chapter 4 : Periodic Table of Elements (SPM 2010)
Chapter 6 : Electrochemistry (Frequency in SPM = 2) *asked in spm since 2003-2010 **hot topic
Chapter 7 : Acids and Bases (SPM 2010) (Frequency in SPM = 4) *asked in spm since 2003-2010
Chapter 8 : Salts
Chapter 9 : Manufactured Substances in Industry (Frequency in SPM = 2)

Form 5
Chapter 1 : Rate of Reaction (SPM 2010) (Frequency in SPM = 3) *asked in spm since 2003-2010
Chapter 3 : Oxidation and Reduction (Frequency in SPM = 4) *asked in spm since 2003-2010 **hot topic
Chapter 4 : Thermochemistry (Frequency in SPM = 2) **hot topic

Credit : BerryBerryEasy

Goodluck for SPM peeps, Wish u all good luck. and good luck for myself too. =)

F-R-i-E-N-D

2011-10-29T17:18:00.000-07:00

baiklah, berdasarkan tajuk di atas, kat sini saya nak merungkaikan sikit apa ituu kawan.

kawan dapat ditakrifkan sebagai seorang yang senantiasa berdampingan dengan kita ataupun orang yg mempunyai hubungan baik dengan kita. mereka ini boleh jadi orang yang sebaya dengan kita, lebih tua drpd kita atau lebih muda daripada kita.

setiap hari saya bersyukur kpd Allah kerana memberikan saya kawan utk menemani hari2 saya. dan setiap hari saya menyedari hari2 saya lebih bermakna dengan kehadiran mereka yang bergelar kawan. meskipun kawan membawa pengaruh negatif kpd saya, tetapi ia mengajar saya utk menjauhkan diri drpd melakukan perkara yg sedemikian.

kata org, kawan sejati akan sentiasa berada bersama kita saat susah mahupun senang.

masih wujudkah kawan sejati? sebaik mana sekalipun kita melayan kawan kita, belum tentu kawan kita akan turut melakukan perkara yg sama terhadap kita. sanggupkah kawan berkorban utk kita sekiranya sepanjang persahabatan itu, kita tidak pernah sekalipun menghargai akan pengorbanan yg telah si kawan lakukan terhadap kita.

pengorbanan masa juga dikira sebagai pengorbanan kerana kesanggupan meluangkan masa utk kawan yg disayangi.

Situasi satu :
ok, let say si A ingin meluangkan masa dengan si B. namun, si B yang sudah pun ada "buah hati" menolak utk meluangkan masa bersama si A kerana bimbang "buah hati"nya itu akan marah kepadanya. si A sebagai kawan, memahami dan menurutkan saja. tidakkah kecil hati si A terhadap tindakan si B ?

Situasi dua:
bila si B tengah gadoh punya gadoh dengan "buah hati"nya, nangis2 teresak2, kemudian mencari si A utk meluahkan perasaan dan kesedihan yg sedang dialaminya tika itu. sekiranya anda si A, adakah anda akan meluangkan masa anda setelah apa yg dilakukan si B terhadap anda dalam situasi satu tadi?

kerana cinta monyet, seorang kawan sanggup mengetepikan seorang kawan sejatinya. kerana cinta yang belum tentu kekal itu juga seorang kawan sanggup hingga bermusuhan dengan kawan yang telah rapat dengannya sejak kecil lagi. kerana menginginkan perhatian, seorang kawan tanpa teragak2 mengaibkan kawannya dihadapan org lain.

banyak sebab mengapa kawan boleh jadi lawan.

kawan ketika senang mudah dicari. petik jari sekali banyak yang mari. jika difikirkan lagi, di mana hendak dicari kawan yang akan bersama2 kita ketika susah, kawan yang akan sama2 menangis dengan kita ketika sedih? susah sangatkah untuk menghargai kawan yg sanggup mengetepikan egonya demi seorang kawan?

hargailah kawan yang sentiasa bersama dengan anda ketika saat ini kerana kawan sedemikian susah hendak dicari spare part, sekda dijual rah pasa kawan camyaa.

*tekanan perasaan

2011-10-14T00:55:00.000-07:00

quit playing with my heart. haha. ntah apa². kenapa suka sangat buat orang berharap? kalau tak nak, cakap je terus terang, i dont really mind actually. though memang sakit hati la jugak. but being honest is the best kan? aha. walaupun perit, sakit dan pahit utk menerima kenyataan.

kawan → bestfriend → sweetfriend → scandal → boyfriend?

bermula dengan bersahabat, bila dah berkawan, jadi sahabat baik. seterusnya menjadi teman tapi mesra, next stage is scandal. lastly, in a relationship? oh not yet. he asked me to wait for him. wait for him? wait for him for whatt? tunggu u sampai u cant find a better one for urself? kalau tak jumpa the perfect one, aku jadi pilihan kedua? haha. bijak sangat la tu.

by now, im telling myself no more waiting! isnt that i cant wait for you and cant withstand it, it just,

"ahh, ~~berbaloi~~ ke penantian aku?"

and each time aku usya wall facebook kau, asyik ade je wallpost awek. kalau takat wallpost biase takpe lah. neh tak, ahh, gedik gilerr la sial! jeles aku. p ~~mampuih~~ la hang dua.

"kau tak terpikir ke yang ku tengah tunggu kau?"

mungkin aku terlalu berharap kot, but i trusted you all my heart *old film script*

"dan sekarang, aku berhenti berharap"

why? because, last night i asked you,

"berbaloi ka ta gu nya?"

i was ~~quite shocked~~ when you replied

"ngu apa gik?"

since then, i realized that u never meant what uve said before. ='(
terima kasih oink-oink ejo. hak3. u're the perfect one ive met, but u disappointed me. im so totally frustrated right now. uwaaaa. like i care kan? saya ada parents dan kawan di sekeliling saya. saya sayang mereka dan mereka pun sayang saya. i lebiuu all pwens. =]

still single bebeh

2011-09-23T21:31:00.000-07:00

my friends keep on asking me, "where's your lover? why dont he with you right now?". and my respond will be like this >> =.='' . LOL. honestly, never thinking of having a boyfriend right now. Why? oh, stop asking why. these are my answers :

1. it is hard to trust a guy nowadays.

do you ever felt how is it feel to be ~~heartbroken~~? haha. it must be hurt right? badly hurt. same goes to me. being loyal to a guy that we love wont pay us any happiness. worst, it ends with a bleeding heart. setia ka, sik setia ka, sama jak, sakit ati dudi ari bah.

2. im free without restraints.

yes yes yes. how it is feel when guy always restraint your freedom? felt like prisoners in prison right? hey gurls, you have your own right to decide what you want to do, where you want to go, and with whom ure going. he's not your parents to control all your actions. get a life.

3. having a balance economy

this is the important part. nowadays everything needs money. no money, no love. got money, got love. haha. kaching kaching $.$ . hey, face it ! if you got no money, how u want to reload? if you didnt reload, how you want to contact your lover? if you dont contact him, he will say that you are cheating on him, you got other guys at his back, etc etc, and much more stupid assumptions.

4. no quarrel, no problems.

i love this part. lagikan lidah lagi tergigit. haha, no body could stand if everyday quarreling. dah bahagia, bahagia terus, dah sengsara lak, merinsak upa. helloo, if he really love you, he wont started any quarrel. thus, quarrel will corrupted your emotion, lose your appetite and also nterference between your family and friends. these all will contribute to, problems. and may results in suicide. haha.

well, is it clear why i prefer to be single. i might be jealous of other people happiness, especially those that coupled, but, look at the bright site, no quarrel, no restraints, no wasting money, and i am now standing on my own feet. yey for me. hello single life, goodbye coupled life.

being single is wonderful. it means it gives u the opportunity to do whatever you want, maybe, date whoever you want. being single means that you have the opportunity to go out there and figure out what you want out of a relationship. being single is phenomenal.

Being single means no bitching allowed

blog kosong

2011-08-13T15:27:00.000-07:00

SeLamAt hARi rAyA aiDiLfiTri

How are you and your ex(s) now?

2011-08-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

di tengah hari yang hening dan panas, i arrived home safely, alhamdulilah. on my way back, my mother and i have a little chat bout our neighbour. she said that he had passed away this morning. i was so, OMG, for sure? i just saw him last evening. how come things happened so fast?. Well, takdir Allah. ajal maut di tangan Allah. Kita sebagai hamba Nya haruslah bersiap2 dengan bekalan kita utk kehidupan di sana.

as we arrived home, i saw many cars are parked outside our house. biasalah, orang ngabas dengar brita orang ninggal nak. and i thought,

"mena padah org, bila kita berbait ngan org, org akan ngenang kita"

. tidakkah begitu wahai si pembaca?

haha. this isnt the main point actly, my objective to bloggin today is to talk bout

"how are you and your ex(s) now"

ok, my first ex, both of us okey actually, just his girlfriend (now is his fiancee) really ~~hate and dis~~like me. why? just because once i was his fiancee's girlfriend. so, i better "sik bertegur" or just ignored his existence.

the second one, i dont really know if he still exist or not now. haha.

skip to the third one, both of us didnt officially 'break up', he still texted me, and each time he saw me, he will smile towards me, oh god, nya nang mencairkan org dgn snyuman nya ya. and he still said that both of us still in a relationship. =.=" sorry i am not into you.

forth, the cruelest one. haha. dan daku pun ditinggal leh nya mantak2. and until now, nya nang akan try melarikan diri each time tertembung. like i care bout u now. :)

fifth, aripp otomen. tok la paling stowenk. p nang best. nice and still friend kan kan. no hard feeling dude.

sixth, ahboo. same goes to aripp. still friend, although quite "sengkol" mun tertemu. sorry for everything.

7th, Abdul Fuad Mahdi. siktauk nak describe apa. tapi, nang ok la both of us at this moment. :)

ok abis~ HAHA.

It isnt a crime if we still contact with our ex boyfriends right? if before, both of you shared story of everything, but now, didnt even talk or smile if bump into each other.

Conclusion : Once, our ex are also part of our life ohh. :)

life better without u ♥

2011-07-02T11:55:00.000-07:00

once again i had to stay till 3 a.m just because wanted to decorate my blog.LOL. cant believe i still awake at this time. usually at 9 pm im already in bed dreaming bout something that i know i could not achieve. dem yeah, i do felt sleepy. namun, berteraskan usaha yang kuat dan gigih, saya tetap berjaga.

tired sangat-sangat today. uh uh. sleep all day long. haha. nothing interesting happened today. quiet bored. but, not much. LOL. what am i talking bout. rubbish talk. hish. hey, you know what. its July already. start on count down for SPM, baby. are you ready?

definitely no, i am not ready for SPM.

i haven't prepare anything yet. belum penuhkan ilmu di dada. belum cukup ilmu how to go to the war? SPM menentukan masa depan. oh yeah? really disagreed with that statement actually.

oh yes. i keep on wondering, blogger that keep on posting new entry everyday, dont you feel bored keep on posting everyday?.hey, as for me, i don't really know what i should posted. if the entries are useful, i dont mind. but, what if its all about "kutuk-mengutuk" and entries that full with dirty language? arent you feel shame on yourself?

oh mengantuk, i think i got to go to sleep. =.=

in my previous post, i mentioned that you'll never be replaced, right? .ok, i changed my mind, i should not hope that much on you. hey, i still can survive without you bah. i choose my own way in my life. just because a little tiny stupid thing, no way i gonna give up that easily.

keep my words: i can live better even without you.

final one. :)

2011-06-29T01:04:00.000-07:00

im already tired by all of these. who am i kidding. i cant lied myself. i tried and tried not to give up easily. ive tired of trying. ok, now i give up. nobody could lie themselves. time for me to erase the fake smile on my face. dont want to pretend anymore. its hurting me inside.

dont want to go on anymore. sorry guys. im so really sorry. im such a liar. what a big liar. keep on making fake promises towards all of you. i admit, i have crush on you guys, but the truth is i dont really mean what ive said to you. i did all of this so i could feel better after losing him. i cant believe that he's no longer mine.

Abdul Fuad Mahdi. he's the one. until now i still wondering why i kept on waiting for him. i know, it is impossible that you will be mine once again. i just cant accept the others. each time im with them, i just cant get rid of you from my mind. it kept remind me about you. only you! oh God, please help me. hope that miracle will happen to me. is it normal, hard to forget bout someone that we really love?

penantian satu penyeksaan. apatah lagi penantian yang sia-sia. lebih menyeksakan.

no matter, i keep on waiting in vain. cant you see, how fool am i cz of you. i wondering, how come you could easily erased me from your life? i bet you got a better life now. with someone new that could make you happy. seriously, i am jealous if your relationship with her last longer. why must her, why not me. it should me be the one!

and lastly, to my ~~Bekas~~ Sahabat Lelaki Terbaek, thanks ko dah ilang tetiba. btw, lamak ko sekda pun ku bahagia waima kesan ya menyakitkan aku. ku dah padah, ko mpun ya pn sama juak ngan miak di anok ko org itam ya. sekda beza pun tak2. sikkan tinggal aku ohh, ya bok nya ko nunjok olah ko. mantak-mantak ku di tinggal kau. sekpa pok, ku trimak jak. geram nang ku geram. ko laki, apa nak k bingong ko. and ku sik suntok gilak lahhh nak mintak perhatian dari kau! but, jujo ku madah, ko nang sikpat diganti. ko la geng paling best ku penah dpt =\ ohh, i should care less bout you, stupid.

meluat kan membaca my blog. like i care? its my blog my site my space my mind. its mine. dislike it? you can press the alt+f4 buttons or just click close. its simple as ABC. uhh. hate this feeling. KLMJ ndah. haha. its time for me to go.
i love chicken butt. HAHA

Miss E & W , Mr D & A

2011-06-17T23:32:00.000-07:00

im trying my new netbook. haha. felt grateful im one of those chosen one to received 1Malaysia netbook. some students complaint, "how come teacher's child could get the netbook too?". easily i answered, "ade aku kesah". it isn't from the goverment, but it from the parlimen. la la la. what am i talking. =.=

okey, back to the blog, i was too bored this morning, so i search my own nickname [azle3n] on the Google search engines. guess what, i saw someone bloggin bout me with my name on her post. i felt curious bout the title. "Lovely4Me : Where is sista Azle3n" [click on the title to read] . it was posted on 31 January 2011 by adhira , she is Mieyzah's little sister. oh yes, i've deleted my blog in January until March 2011. so sorry sis, but, no worries, im back here now. agak terharu when i read her post. never expected someone will search for my blog and read about my entries. thanks adhira. :)

.friend.
what is friend to you? is a friend the one that u will be with when they're happy and wealthy? but u decided to be apart from them when u're in need?
Nur Azwani Ramlan, Edna Pamela. they are what i called true friends. they will always be my side when they're in need. i cried, they also cried. when they cried, i wont go away, i will stay by their side to make them felt better. i will stand up for them if one's hurt their feeling. cubit paha kanan, paha kiri pun terasa. friendship isnt about money nor glamorous at all !

Edna Pamela, girl paling tabah ive met. no matter how much her problems are, she wont show it to the world, she still able to smile and make others giggle. never show the meaning of sadness. no matter how and in what condition she is facing. all that she said is, "by gone let be gone, past let be past, nothing could change it". she is my role model to not giving up easily. she teach me to defend things that we still own so we wont lose it for the second time.

Nur Azwani Ramlan, she is really a good listener. i never thought i would met someone that really understanding and honest in friendship. i treated her just like one of my family member, and she did the same. i frequently dropby her house and even her family treated me like i was one of them. she always be by my side when i cried and need someone to talk to. when she got problem, i will give my time to listen to her. never regret to be a friend of her, the honest friend in friendship ive met.

.Guy-friend.
Since April 2011, i tried to looking for a guy friend just like i'd before. well, he's quite special from my other guy-friends. guy-friends oke, not gay-friends. he's just nice and uhh, i cant describe him by words. he just too special as a guy-friend. he is irreplaceable. nobody could replace him easily. he will be my side when i needed him. i really had a good moment whenever we're together. i mean , together as a friend. he really know how to cheers me up. but now, he got his own life, with his beloved girl. oh yeah, i dont want to interrupted his happy life. my existence in his life is a silence. i just only could see his happiness from far. he is happy, and im happy for him. hope you will always be happy dear friend. no matter what u still always be the "meow² babo". *smiling in painess*

.Can i be yours?.
on 14th June 2011, i went out with a guy. he really nice and soft spoken. im quite comfortable with him, but it doesnt felt the same when im with "meow² babo". on the next day, he said to me, i really like you, i want you to be my gf. i was ~~speechless~~ after read his texts. i cant believe my eyes and i felt like dreaming. he didnt show any signs that makes him seem interested towards me. i didnt give any response on his text. i stay silent and pretend like it never happened.

the honest is, i didnt feel liked to be in any relationship right now. my friends said, "kedong nak bagus dah depan mata, knk maok dibiar bertunggu?, kelak nya pergi melepas nangga nya dah ngan orang lain". yes, he really nice. for me, well, who cares. if he truly meant it, he will wait, he will understand. i just wanted to be alone. when i saw my coupled friends happy, i also happy. i dont know why. i just felt happy for them even at certain times i wish i also happy with someone by my side, that could accept me by who i really am.

Conclusion :
based on my post ive typed, the conclusion i could make is, my English is suck. i do realized there are error everywhere, and yet i don't know how to improve it. HAHA. thank you for reading.

lazylazylazy

2011-06-07T00:20:00.000-07:00

once upon a time, there was a blogger named Azleen. she was an active blogger once, but since she coupled with AFM, she became inactive blogger because her boyfie dislike it. menjadi lumrah alam, they broke up after 5 months together .so, automatically Azleen became a lazy blogger. she doesn't care anymore about her blog and seldom checking her blog.

one morning, yuyun texted her, asking her to update her blog. decorate it just like before. but azleen was so lazy and ignored it. she said to yuyun, she will, but she will find the best time to update it. she wondering, if she have time for that. and now, she is struggling for her SPM [konon lah]. hahaha.

ok, now im too lazy to taep-taep. and i want to out-out. blogging needs time weih! .cannot rush-rush if want to blogging-blogging. hahaha. cincai language doh. :)

woff² n meow²

2011-06-05T16:24:00.000-07:00

what goes around must comes back around. one day u'll feel the same pain i've felt. honestly, i am happy when i see u're happy, but it just seem unfair. how come u can live happily meanwhile i'm here still thinking who am i meant to be. on the other side, i think, i deserved to be treated this way. hey, guess what, i'm not suitable with anyone because i was born to be alone and standing up by my own two feet.

and now, i got him by my side. but it doesn't feel the same. isn't the same feeling towards you. i may said, oh yes, ~~i do ♥ you~~, i miss you, only you, ain't no other except you. i could lie to him, but i couldn't lie my heart and my feeling. i can't force my heart to do what i've lied to him. i just can't!. if i keep on lying, i'm the one that hurts. but, if he finds out that i'm lying, he's the one that will be hurts. i should thinking how to overcome this before it goin too far.

hard for me to forget bout you. there are many sweet memories between us. what else can i say, we met everyday. we do the same thing together, and shared the same feeling. u're may not be a good lover, but u're a good listener. when i'm sulking, you're really good at coaxing. u know how to cheer me up again. oh well, that just an old memories, isn't it. really miss the "pusak babo" part. =\

*sigh*.

boysboysboys

2011-05-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

hey , mun torang pasan, my blog sudah silence for a long period, isnt it ? haha. nothing to post bah. and nothing to decorate. im sick of blog decorating. im more on my real life. there, i learnt how to cure my own heart, how it is feel being heart-broken, how to solve problems by our own, i also learnt standing on my own two feet. but until now i still cant learnt how to manage my economy. hey, who said love could make money it is money who makes love. and without money, we all are unable to survive longer duhh.

haha. i really fedup to be friend with boys. boys, "what" are they?.are they delicious to be eaten?. oh yes, delicious to be eaten, and hard to be swollen. becareful, jangan torang gik dimakan leh sidak. dari sia, i learnt who they really are. they may said sweet words full of hope, and be alert, they may not mean it!.they said it just for fun . heyy. think forward ! look at the negative side too, nobody could fulfill all their promises. right ?

i still cant get it ! kenak sidak luahkan ayat ya, sedangkan sidak sik berpegang pada padah sidak ?.haha. cakap sajaaaa. uh oh. i really cant express my feeling right now. cant express by words. only me and myself could feel it. hurts me deeply. i marked ur words friends. i thought all of you are my friends, but i was wrong. i thought u're different from the others, once again i was wrong!. u all are the same!. perasaan di main, jiwa di kaco!

heyy, what am i thinking. i got all my girlfriends besides me. i have my family everywhere i go! haha. just because all of u made me feel like this, doesn't mean im lost already. i will stand up, by my own!. i can live without u lah!. who u think you are saying that im so desperate in life?. well, u're definitely wrong moron ! im not that desperate. just wait, i will show u. HUH! time will heal everything. even not 100%.

euw, bencik udah nyawa ku nak naep gik. nak marah pun sikguna. sumpah ku tengah manas. nak nganok pun sik guna, nak moha pun sik da asel. sik akan ubah apa-apa. ku ngerco tok k buang asa marah doh. haha. quit asking why im back to blogging. individual's right lerrr.. apa kau kesah?. huh. challowww. ;)

getting out

2011-04-28T22:22:00.000-07:00

i dont find bloggin is interesting anymore. im now more to my real life. hey, my feets still on the ground orite ?.i dont live in world that full of white lies and attention of fame. haha. tunggang langgang english haku , hambekk hengkauu. ! ;)

i felt like to typing more, but, i cant express them through words . :)

new vs old

2011-04-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

now : dalam cubaan menerima hakikat meneruskan hidup tanpa kamu,
abdul fuad mahdi.

aha, being single. but i felt like im taken. oh damn. why ? i got someone that kept make me happy and he accepted me the way i am. thanks dear for being a good friend, i promise you, i will never make you disappoint. that is my promise. -Mohd Daniel

wise people are right. every meeting there will be a farewell. aha, translate mantak-mantak dari melayu deh. someone let us go, we will get someone better. hmm. but, the new one unable to replaced the old one. oh well, if we really love the first one, we will never fall in love to the second person.

abdul fuad mahdi, hard to say, ~~i really miss you~~. but im trying to forget bout you. hard for me. difficult for me. because you're part of my daily life, tetiap hari temu, every single time ta2 contact. but however tetapi namun, im trying. its hurt me. oh sial. how would this thing happened !? aha, my fault, never take a good care of you. no use to regret.

past, let be past, gone let be gone. starting a new life. perasaan manusia tidak dapat dipaksa. mun ya dah takdir Qada' Qadar, terimak jak lah dengan hati yang redha & ikhlas.. thanks for all the memories. :)

let go of love for a friend. :)

2011-04-06T06:57:00.001-07:00

hey ho. whuddup readers. its been awhile since the last time i mengadu at my blog. problems never stop bothering our life. before, my problems are under control, i still stay cool facing it. this time, i cant hold it anymore and i cant face it by myself.

How would you feel..
"tinggalkan kekasih yang terbaik untuk senantiasa menemani sahabat lelaki yang memahami". from there i think you all get my point isnt it? you have a friend, a really understanding and you feel comfortable every time you with him. however, you got a special boy friend. who is charming and loveable by you. friend, ofcouse we will choose to be with our friend that we have known in such a long time.

Unfortunately, i let go my happiness together with my hope and dream. i thought, if i let go of my specialboy, i will achive another happiness. i was wrong. i had to let my bestboyfriend go too. i felt so ashamed to him. i though, when i'd be honest, he will accept who i am the really are. well, he's not. after he promised to be together with me? and never leave me?

Oh! Im such a moron. i let go of my love for friendship, and friendship left me because of honest. i still confiuse about your real feeling towards me. i thought you felt the same way. but, you're not. you're nothing than a promise breaker. oh well, tidak semua yang kita impikan akan tetap menjadi milik kekal kita. cubalah menerima hakikat. that the best way.

sorry wow, low quality of posting, currently updating my post using handphone. oh i hate it so much. :(

oh blogger

2011-03-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

My review on "Kembar Siang". first tengok, damn, memang best lerr. dr permulaan, perkembangan, klimaks, penurunan, p bila part penutup. pehh, haram jadah, dah tak feel lagi dah. huhu, beginning bukan main beshh doh, p ending, ntah ape2 jerr, tak logik sunggoh. anyway, ohh, alangkah best kalau kat dunia neh memang ada lelaki yang bersifat seperti "Awal". Sumpah sungguh memenuhi kriteria lelaki idaman. opss, bkn maksudnya fizikalnya, tapi, dr sifat character nya. u guys, better watch it okey, begining memang sumpah best.

aha, readers, wondering why im typing in rojak malay ? what the different? its doesnt make any sense. ehh, suke aty mak bpk aku ler. oke, enough. on my new post this time, i dont know what to type actually. i was so bored just now, so i opened my blogger and click on new post. but i have no idea what to type. type ikut sedap jari je larr.

nothing much i wanted to share with blogger today. im still in process searching about how to use photoshop for free. hey, i think, buy the installer is much easier. RM5 for the cilok one. aha. ya ka? i dont really know actually because im not photoshop user oh. im Gimp user. Gimp is much simpler compared to photoshop. ps more complicated for me. if you're type of person that "wanted to know" or curious person, and u will successfully master it. cewah. agak2 ar.

oh yaa, what its feel like when you love someone that doesnt have time for you. oh, i hate busy busy person. cant you even spent a single time for me?.im still waiting for you. :)
and i'll stop here for today. so long and papai.

kaspersky for free

2011-03-19T02:25:00.000-07:00

for me, im using kaspersky to protect my personal computer. 1 year licence is RM50.00 for 1 computer only. cerewet dan agak membazirkan? but now, you can have kaspersky for free. how? follow these tips :

1. download Kaspersky Anti Virus from Kaspersky Lab.
2. After downloaded, install it.
3. when its come to activate part, click activate trial version.
4. usually , trial version only last for 30 days.

and, here's the tips:

steps :

after enough 30days of trial, there will be alot of message from Kaspersky and make us ~~felt uncomfortable.~~

simplest way is, just uninstall kaspersky, to uninstall it just the same step use to uninstall another software.

finish uninstall, do reboot your computer.

as usual, type regadit on run and enter.
(tentu dapat register edit punya)

remove hkey_loval_machine\software\KasperskyLab\LicStorag e
(if you cant find it, it maybe have been removed during uninstallation)

next, remove
hkey_local_machine\software\Microsoft\Cryptography\RNG
(RNG is a random number for generator, just remove it)

then, remove
hkey_local_machine\Microsoft\SystemCertificates\SP C\Certificates

and, you're finish.

now you can run install Kaspersky back as usual.

repeat installation with activate trial version like usual.

those steps are repeated after finish the trial version.

TAKE NOTE : make sure, the internet is connected okeyy ?

and it is free for life. kaspersky is my choice for protecting pc. just like dettol. hoho. but im not using this free kaspersky. i do pay for the license okeeyy? :)

arr, u know what, i just realized that my english is repeating. =.=' ohh, bad english, badd..

blog berat!

2011-03-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

hey blogger, read this. did you realized that your blog is really hard and fcking slow to loading? Did you realized that? and you know what, im not really a patient person. waiting is the most thing i hate much and it really challenging my patience.

what do you felt when you're interested on one's blog, and trying to read more bout their post, however, when you opened one's blog, you have to wait for a long period for waiting the blog to loading? and you have to refresh one's blog plenty times and its just still taking time to finish loading. its not about the internet connection problem. your internet connection is excellent.

another thing is, blogger(s), please please please please and please,. do check your blog's weight before asking other people to drop by your blog , okey? heavy design decorating in your blog is not illegal, its individual's right. i know. but , please, dont ask people to drop by your blog if your blog is fcking slow to loading. no one will interested to dropping by your blog again next time.

do take note blogger. no hard feeling okey.

roll roll roll

2011-03-18T18:43:00.001-07:00

im bored. too bored. three bored. four bored. jengjengjeng. boredboredboredbored..

Liked. :)

2011-03-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

I know u will get angry if you find out bout my blog. Sorry to say, blog is everything for me. Even Im seldom blogging nowadays. I still cant get it. Why u always get angry at me. Especially if that things related to internet. I deactived my Facebook just because u. I quit my Twitter to fulfill your wishes. Same goes to my Formspring and Tumblr. Except for Myspace, I cant cancel my account because I cant remember the password for my email on Myspace.

Hey, read this dear,. I never told you what I really like and dislike bout you right ? I kept it silent because I care bout your feeling. After long time being together. Oh god. How come u never asked me before? :(
*dissapointed*

What I like bout you :-
- Eyes.
Its normal right ? "Mata Main Peranan". From the first time I met him, he quit quiet and like to ogle. not normal type of ogle okeyy? deep sharp type of ogle. he ogle me vengeful. like he really hate me. =.='' In crowd together with his friends, i keep on "curi pandang" at him.

-Laugh.
I always criticize him on his laugh. On the first week of our date, i asked him "b tetak nang bunyi nyindir org ka b? sak aty by nenga". and guess what is his answer is. "best bah, sak org di tetak ya asa sak-aty² jak asa". I always invoking his laugh if he pissed me off. His laugh sound cute even menyakitkan hati. ;p

-Smile
I really hate it when you are smiling, cyg. tarit pp lak bok tauk ! geram tauk sik nangga lesung pp nya ! as that he will keep smiling if i asked him to stop. =.=' sengal.

-Nigeh.
Honestly, u 're so totally freaking nigeh, cyg. kubit perut ya lak mok ? each time i wanted to prank and jackass him, he will get me first. and everytime i get it on him. i will "pangkak" my own head. stupid isn't it?. seriously, u really make me happy every time im with you.

Malas nak taep panjang-panjang. bla bla bla bla bla............ *taep pjg2 mcm la org rajin baca*

My friends may be dislike you alot. but, hey. who am i coupled with. you or they? like i care what they said bout you at me? no, i still stay be-with you until now right? if im happy with you, so do they. if they doesn't , do i look like i care? :)

I pray that we will always be together. Cant stop stick with you.
will we ever be together and forever ?

%$#^%$&

2011-03-09T01:27:00.000-08:00

hey hey . what the hell. stand on your own two foots la stupid ! stops depending on me ! huh. u got your own life right ? quit disturbing me.! im not your driver, im not your stupid fucking transport bodoh !

you got your own parents right ? gerek ko ya pun da transport, apa ka ngarap aku. huh.! ko pk muka ku tok muka driver ko ? pk ku berlior glak ngan duit ko ? sorry to say la, my life is much better without you !

updated 1

2011-02-26T22:56:00.000-08:00

life ; stable .
economy ; unbalance .
education ; nyawa-nyawa ikan .
social ; in process .
health ; balance

hoii hoii rakyat blogger .my life more stable right now .my economy is currently unbalance . why ? because :

14February , bday christine .
22February , bday Daniel .
23February, my dad bday .
28 February , Edna's bday .
2Mac , bday Wani.

oh god .now ,everything needs money .money do important in our life .aha , my family isn't loaded as urs .i dont hope on my parents' money .independent .pandei-pandei la mun maok idup .jangan mengharap duit mak bapak jak .

malas nak ceta apa2 gik eh. borink ada jak blogging lok. macam sekda life dah upa ku gamboh2 suma hal dalam blogger .ku tauk torang nektok mesti tgh malas nak reading nak ? haha, so, dont read .tunggu ku rajin ku molah videoblog lagik .orite .

O.O

2011-02-17T02:05:00.000-08:00

stupid. haha. cant say anything ohh. i dont know should i be happy or sad to saw he's really damn fcking mad at me. he really angry at me last night. why? because, i ''baox'' (hit) his head with my helmet. yeahh. how was it feel like? nice?. baruk luaran pok, dalaman belom adak gik ya. sakit gik dari ya.

and i was so totally fcking happy when he said me RUDE. aslo known as unpolite. yes, i am. that is the real me. why? you dislike it? ok, i know the gurl that went out with you that other night is 100 times much better than me right. cant deny, stupid! huh. if you really wanted her, go on! if that makes you happy! go on la stupid! what a moron. i hate you!! at the same time i ~~really love~~ you, idiot!

bodoh. me or he? me ofcoz. he treated me badly, why should i still love him. arr! idiot.! i cant go on like this! its hurting me, inside. babe, i still got my sweetest smile on my lips sayang. i ~~dont~~ hate you. arr! syit! what happened to me? LOL.

welcome back, azle3n

2011-02-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

Officially : 12.February.2011 , S-I-N-G-L-E

So, im back to my old life. Facebook and Blogging. oh shit, i cant activated and recover my twitter account. FCUK. aremal asked me, how come single?. here's the things. LUMRAH ALAM. human will never be satisfied with what they already got. agreed. i did not put the blame on him, my fault, didn't take a really good care on him.

enough with that, enough is enought isnt it?.hey.saya kan penyabar orangnya. cool down, azle3n. you still got a long way to go. live the life as the world is yours. ignore those that annoyed you. im not a weak person. i know i will go on, even it is hurting me. hurting me deep inside. i still could smile. i will put the sweetest smile on my lips. showing your sadness to the world means showing the world that you're weak! really weak!

anyway, welcome back, Puteri Azleen Samat. it will be a better life afterwards. yes, azle3n. i know you do. you could do it. forget the past. past is past. prevent making the same mistake that you've did at past to life a better future.

Abdul.Fuad.Mahdi.

2011-01-16T12:14:00.000-08:00

b, im tired of crying because of you. im tired of giving up for you. im tired you keep on scolding me. but i never tired loving you. b, i got feeling too. cant you ever understand me, once? just once. im begging you. it is useless now. it is not worth it even if i beg for you anymore and anyhow. u just dont want me anymore. 4 times. 4 times already i beg for you. and just because a small matter, u make it the fifth times. i tried not to make you angry. i tried to keep a good care of your heart and your feeling. i even tried to fulfill your wishes. but i failed.

maybe this is my faith. patience. that all that i could do. fortitude. for everything that i have done. this is my destiny. never regret. b, you're my sweetest memories. i promise you, there will be no others. u can smile and laugh for now. seeing my condition like this. b, go on, laugh, giggle, smile. i never regret it for being with you. even for a second. i tried the best for you. u never appreciate it. not a little bit.

almost 4 months. 4 months with you. not even once i hurt you. i never scolded you. i take a good care on you. many times you insulted me. i keep on loving you. and i still love you the way you are. this is your request. once again i tried to fulfill it. even it is hard for me. but i must learn it , by heart or by hard. it is clear you dont need me in your life.

b, thanks for everything k? i know, u did care bout me once and twice. i just cant stop thinking of you and cry for it. silly me, crying for nonsense. thanks once again b. thanks for wasting your time for me. i know, this part will happened. and it did. it did happened. Thanks b, and Thanks God, because you let me to know him. and thanks God, for giving me a change to live and loving him. it is time for me to go now. so long a goodbye, b. i know, u will happy without me in your life. u could live your life better.

AbdulFuadMahdi. ♥

'Puteri Azleen Samat

pa.. lat..

2011-01-12T23:43:00.000-08:00

lepas satu, datang lagi satu. haish. daku masih mampu tersenyum kelat disini. mengharungi hidup yang penuh berliku serta pancaroba. namun ku tak hirau. setiap masalah pasti ada jawapan dan cara penyelesaiannya. tiada masalah tanpa penyelesaian. kita sebagai hamba-Nya perlu menghadapi segalanya dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketabahan.

enough ayat berbunga-bunga. sak suci sik loe. haha. masalah palat dan khianat tidak lagi asing dalam kehidupan kita. perkara sedemikian bagaikan sudah menjadi adat dalam diri dan lumrah kehidupan. kebaikan yang disalah ertikan dan disalah anggapkan sehingga timbulnya salah faham dan pertengkaran antara 'saudara'.

ohh. lepas satu, datang lagi satu. yang menghairankan. dolok ku dah slow talk pok. bak bincang bebagus. no war. peace-peace. no benci benci. tapi sik sangka jadi camtok. haha. sabar. orang yang sabar sik akan molah apa-apa tindakan yang melulu mengikut emosi. fuyoh. tuija mena ku camtok. haha. laugh out loud. yeah yeah! :)

'Puteri Azleen Samat

F yg melalaikan

2011-01-07T00:50:00.000-08:00

1. Facebook
2. Fashion
3. Food
4. Football
5. Fulus
6. dah sik ingat. HAHA. my dad did told me bout these things. but i dont really remember. lupa-lupa ingat. i waas so anxious at that moment, and i dont even remember a thing that he said. =)

btw, this is my first entry for this year [2011]. already a week in newyear. yea, i dont find bloggin everyday is interesting anymore because im more to my real life. im fed up with internet life. i need no picture to publish on the net. being yourself in your real world is the best. past is past. quit thinking bout the past, and start a new life in the real world. quit living in the world of hypocrisy and making sins. :)

'Puteri Azleen Samat

tagging Nieta Colourful x]

2010-12-31T16:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday, last day of 2010, g btngor bertemankan ramon. agak santeh actually, and before antar santeh balit, agak umah nieta. weEEe, cute, orange orange. nieta tengah tido time ya. haha. nieta bau bantallll. hee, and smlm, i slept early. dalam kol 830 gya asa nya. too tired lps layan ad smlm. haha. paling ngek mimpi sal nieta. time ya santeh dah g plkn, so i all alone agak nieta sorang2, and mimpi agak umah kampung nieta. dak kazen mazen nya suma sia, and her aunt loyar-loyar me. time ya nieta tgh mandik. =.='

its just a dream. HAHA. apa kaitan? aih aih, terer nieta dapat masok mimpi kmk oyy. HAHA. x]

'Puteri Azleen Samat

friends lagiii

2010-12-21T18:48:00.000-08:00

friends are important in our life. either goodsite or badsite. they do important. because of that, people always said 'pengaruh rakan sebaya'. friends could affect our behavior. we should be wise in choosing friends. friends always there for us if we need them. well, not all of them. maybe 1 in 5.

as for me, maybe because of my own bad attitude and behaviour, i keep on changing friends. im not blaming them cz dont want to be friends of mine. hak individu bukan? kawan time senang nang melobo jak ngarei sekeliling kita. tapi kawan time susah? where u want to find them. will they be accompany us.

i love to make friends and meet new people. but i dislike to keep in touch with new friends. and even my own old friends. no wonder i dont have many friends. i do know who my friends are and how i should treated them. u be nice to me, i'll be nice to u back. ~~or not~~. uh, depends. but, the important is, im not a good friend.

i have a friend. a girl friend. she told me that her old bestfriend stabbed her. they had quarell a few months and she said that she need me. she just used me up to showy. and told everyone that im her new bestfriend but she never meant it. i opened up her facebook profile just now. agak berkerut la jugak when i saw she and her bestfriend and back to be 'bestfriend' again. im happy for her. seriously i do happy they back together again. i was like, i dont care cz she didnt bother to contact me.

ive faced many many many times in such situation. why me? kenapa selalu aku yang jadi mangsa keadaan. hey.! i also got feeling. im not a toy that u use when ure in need. aku selalu jadi mangsa when two bestfriend are fighting. dont want to be my friend, just said so. i still can live without you sucka! i maybe look lonely without friends, tapi tlg la dont ambik kesempatan on me!

'Puteri Azleen Samat

no title \m/

2010-12-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

away from blog. i dont feel like posting anything right now. tapi jarik tok kenja juak maok ngeso new post. haha. bodoh sungguh tuan punya jari ini. no new topic to be post actually. incoming xmas and back to school. hoh. school already? not yet. another 2 weeks to go. enjoy it now before too late students. hey, new song in my blog.

Nelly - Just a Dream

ku suka lagu tok. ngee. best-best bah. exale suggest lagu tok kat aku. dari first nenga lagu tok udah jatuh aty. ceh. arum mbulak nya. i meant, jatoh aty ngan lagu okeyy. bukan ngan orang suggest ya. time hp ku gik canggih marek-marek, ku taroh lagu tok jadi contact ringtone bagi ramon. time ya ramon rajin call ku. sampei ku knk anok sondal segal bercontact ngan ramon. p ya kisah marek. sal ku nenga lagu tok mesti terkenang kat ramon. haha. ku ngan ramon sekda apa2 oyy. pa ndak ka brita anak ya. emm.

malas udah aku nak post fakta-fakta. haha. segal sekda benda lain nak k post tek nak. post jak lah cincai gia jak. malas mena udah palak tok nak pikey apa-apa gik. berjarut. ditinggal nya gya jak kta. sapa sik sakit aty. at least carik la cara nak contact ohh. eran ku. maka dekat ada jak. p pepolah cam jaoh. ney sik asa cam berjaohan.! sial ! mun dah sikmaok, padah sikmaok ! sik susah. ko jak molah nya makin susah!
'Puteri Azleen Samat

baju baru

2010-12-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

terima kasih kerana sudi dropping by. sila tinggalkan jejak anda di chatbox saya. tq. berubah wajah lagi. kenapa? sebab saya sangat bosan. tersangat amat banget bosan di malam ini. oleh yang demikian, saya bertindak bodoh dengan menukar baju sang blog saya. oleh yang demikian, segala bahan-bahan kerja saya terdahulu automatically ilang , okey? terima berkasih.

'Puteri Azleen Samat

.leleh-leleh.

2010-12-20T04:55:00.000-08:00

leleh-leleh - meleleh. haha. lol. apa kaitan leleh? agak pengotor bunyi nya. leleh berkait rapat dengan hingus. ya! sekarang salji turun. oh, gila aku flu. bok kalak-kalak ku rasa flu camtok. ndak alah-alah melileh jak-jak. sapa sik sakit aty. sumbat saja lubang itu dengan tisuu. ambik kau! haha.

huu. 2 ari sudah. 2 ari sudah sikpat nak dengar sora nya. hp rosak. mistake sunggoh kan? maka rumah dekat jak. boleh jalan kaki. tapi malas. ilang lemak diternak nanti ou. oh dia langsung tidak mengikhtiarkan cara untuk contact saya. sungguh sedih. kerana dia jugalah flu ini terjadi. wuuu. i put the blame on u! tok lah flu rindu namanya. x]

bagaimanapun, saya tetap menjalankan tugas saya sebagai 'penjaga rumah'. lelah juak asa nyawa. suma ngarap aku jak. bodo mena. suma suma suma aku. sapa sik geram! huh.! smlm tem chat ngan aboo, pandei nak patah ndah kuku ku. sial sangat. dah la sik alang2 gik patah. cun kuku jarik antu gik patah eh. sayang alu jak. lamak ku ternak ya. ;(

btw, im bored. so i typed those craps out. sumpah ku tengah sumbat idong ku k tisu temtok. *cridak mode* haha. bongok. lelah nyawa ku sikpat nafas seari-ari tok. k mulut jak lah gik. mun masok lalat gney ndak ka. haha. b, miss you. miss you alot b. miss you badly.

'Puteri Azleen Samat

mari timbang berat blog

2010-12-18T15:50:00.000-08:00

pagi tadi, i check-check rawk-rawk blogger updates. huaa, banyak orang update blog. i scroll down. i saw something at @Eyra Shahirah's and @Ekinn Zhareef's blog. best! guess what. timbang berat blog anda. haha. teringin jugak rasa nak menimbang berat blog diri ini. :)

Eyra Shahirah's result

Ekinn Zhareef's result

JengJengJeng. Ini saya punyaa ;

Mine?

mao cuba timbang blog anda jugakk? jum jum kita timbang ramai-ramai. mari kita lihat, siapa yang kenaaa....

'Puteri Azleen Samat

fb vs friend(s)

2010-12-17T18:34:00.000-08:00

bagi sesetengah orang, having facebook persamaan juga dengan melupakan kawan-kawan lama. tidak dinafikan, dari facebook kita berkenalan dengan sahabat baru. justeru melupakan sahabat lama. ia bergantung pada tahap kesetiaan pada sahabat masing-masing. ada sesetengah sahabat yang cepat cemburu akan 'sahabat' mereka yang peramah terhadap orang lain. hingga merasakan diri mereka diabaikan oleh si sahabat.

walaubagaimanapun, perkara sedemikian dapat diatasi dengan cara berbincang. bersahabat dengan orang lain bukan bermaksud kita melupakan 'si sahabat'. meskipun kita melayan orang lain lebih daripada 'si sahabat', tidak bermakna kita tidak mahu berkawan dengan mereka lagi. sekiranya 'si sahabat' mengamalkan sifat 'minta perhatian' seperti menyindir dan men'emo'kan diri mereka, perkara sebegini akan mempengaruhi tahap ke'kasihan'an mereka terhadap kita. ini akan menyebabkan kita merasakan diri kita terlalu hina bagi 'si sahabat' untuk bersahabat dengan mereka dan merasakan seperti 'si sahabat' tidak memerlukan kawan seperti kita.

walhal demikian, aku pun dah sik tauk nak madah apa gik. egois 'si sahabat' terlalu tinggi dan kita tidak mampu untuk menandingi nya. sekiranya perkara sebegini berlaku, maka, kita tidak mempunyai cara lain. kita hanya perlu mengalah dan membiarkan diri kita nampak bersalah bagi 'si sahabat'. biarlah kita bersalah dan hina di mata mereka. biarkan mereka sahaja yang betul dan menang. mengalah bukan bermaksud kalah @ salah !

istilah 'buang batu' bagaikan sudah sinonim dalam kehidupan sehari-harian. akibat daripada kemajuan dunia dalam bidang teknologi dan dunia yang kian mencapai globalisasi dan liberasi, secara tidak sengaja, kita menyombong pada orang di sekeliling kita. ini juga termasuk ahli keluarga. secara tidak sengaja! peningkatan IQ kita akan menyebabkan EQ kita menurun dan lemah dalam bersosial sehingga digelar 'sombong'.

sahabat palat, sahabat time perlu, kawan makan kawan, kawan pentingkan diri, kawan untuk kesenangan diri. perkara sebegini sudah tidak asing lagi dalam kehidupan kita. 'kawan time susah sekda, time senang melobo'. jadi kawan-kawan, hargailah kawan-kawan anda yang patut digelar kawan. :)

'Puteri Azleen Samat

kenyataan yg tidak mampu ditolak

2010-12-15T20:04:00.000-08:00

perempuan akan menghebahkan tentang teman lelaki mereka kepada orang ramai meskipun teman lelaki nya seorang yang hodoh. LOL? lelaki akan berusaha kuat untuk merahsiakan tentang kewujudan kekasih mereka yang 'bad looking' a.k.a tiada rupa. Pernah terfikir kenapa? Saya pun tidak tahu. mungkin sebab sifat perempuan yang cepat mempercayai dan senang menyayangi seseorang dan juga berpotensi besar untuk disakiti sesakit-sakitnya.

perempuan seperti permainan bagi lelaki. bagi mereka 'selagi belum berkahwin, boleh curang securang-curangnya'. oh yea? bila dah kawin nanti bawak siflis pegi ke bini? macam tu? kadang-kadang sakit hati oh dengar mereka cakap 'berfoya-foya selagi masih bujang'. palak torang madah gia. eksen torang madah empun torang suma jak rempuan lam dunia tok tek nak ?

thus, to hot and popular girl, dont easily give your virginity to guys. torang ya takat pakei 'nyaman' sidak jak. lelaki akan mencari wanita yang masih suci untuk dijadikan isteri. laki ney maok rempuan recycle untuk dijadikan isteri sepanjang hidup sidak? jual mahal selagi boleh, girls. biar dipadah ~~lawa sik berlaki~~. janji sik senang-senang merik badan kat laki lom tentu jadi suami kita.

on my previous post on Kenapa awak ajak saya couple, i wrote try ask your partner, why did he/she choose u. well, during our talk last night, i asked him. he easily answered like this. 'nie tauk eh'. omg i was so =.=' . and i told him bout why guys usually dont want to mention bout their girlfriend infornt of their friends and family. and his tone changed, sound anger. he said 'sik juak ehh!'. i was so quiet after that.

'Puteri Azleen Samat

aa!!

2010-12-15T18:51:00.000-08:00

really pissed off with my blog right now. ive tried many many plenty times. macam sial! certain code tak dapat pakai. useless! tapi bila try kat tempat lain, okey pulak. mintak puji na blog ku tokk. toekkk! i wondering why. eg. cursors. ive tried it everyday arum mena. nang sik dapat. edit kat edit html cannot juak. apa gik rah add gadget sia. bodo mena kan. pissed off.! gigit wak tlinga nya tok lak! brolah mena eh! bencik u brolah dak tok tau! tak suke! i mintak cerai kangg!!

'Puteri Azleen Samat

publish pic arwah nampak aurat?

2010-12-14T23:46:00.000-08:00

okey, as we know, rata-rata gurl banyak publish pic mereka tanpa menutup aurat. hak individu okey? this also including me. tapi, tahukah anda, sekiranya kita mempublisitikan pic orang yang telah meninggal dunia iaitu pic yang terdedah auratnya, akan menyeksa arwah di dalam kubur. mun torang sayang nya, please respect roh sidak. hormat sidak.

ku siktauk benda tok mena nyeksa sidak lam kubur or sik. tapi mun secara logiknya, yupp. memang akan menyeksa. ku bukan nak rasa bagus perfect gilak tek nak. coba torang, dipolah orang gia juak. terseksa arwah tam torang tauk sik. ambik jadi teladan. please alert. thanks.!

mena padah orang, nikmat dunia akan menyeksa kita kat akhirat kelak. nektok nang suma nyaman. kelak-kelak kita rasa gney rasa sakit rah akhirat. wallahualam. beringat-ingat sebelum terkena.

'Puteri Azleen Samat

kenapa awak ajak saya couple?

2010-12-13T19:41:00.000-08:00

why they choose u? what the reasons? this issues often crossed in my mind. i still wonder why. ive been thinking bout this since i was born (arum mbulak).

Normally, perasaan ingin tahu kita kuat untuk mengetahui mengapa si dia memilih kita. kenapa kita? especially si dia yang dahulunya kita kenal adalah seorang yang suka berfoya-foya bersama gadis-gadis mahupun seorang yang 'sweet talk n charming'. kemungkinan pelbagai perkara negative yang akan kita fikirkan. terutamanya perkara-perkara yang berkaitan dengan mengambil kesempatan ke atas kita. ini juga melibatkan kepuasan, wang, populariti, kesenangan n ect.

Sekiranya kita menanyakan kepada mereka, 'kenapa awak ajak saya kapel?' , mesti mereka akan jawap , 'sebab saya sayang awak lah, awak special sgt, tak macam derang yang lain-lain'. so, kat situ dah timbul kemusykilan. for me, sebelum ni mereka mungkin dah cakap perkara yang sama kat gurl lama derang. entah berapa banyak la ikan yang si dia kasi umpan macam tu.

takkan la korang nak percaya terus terus jawapan darjah 1 si dia kan? ye lah. pemangsa mana yang nak cakap 'sebab awak banyak duit, mesti la saya nak kikis duit awak'. LOL. bodoh la sangat si dia kalau si dia jawap macam tu. automatically, she will dumped him. haha. korang try la jawap macam tu kat buah hati korang. apa respon mereka.

ada certain people, bila kita tanya 'why me?', si dia tak tau nak jawap apa. yang tu terserah kat korang la nak judge si dia macam mana. ada yang tak mampu jawap sebab ikhlas, and ada yang tak mampu jawap sebab tak tahu nak jawap apa sebab takut nanti jawapan dia tu makan diri dia sendiri satu hari nanti. depends kat person tu lah.

haa, yang ni lagi pelik. 'kenapa awak nak saya jadi special girl awak?'. tiba-tiba muka si dia berubah dan suaranya lantang menjawap. 'kan saya dah cakap, sebab saya sayang awak lah! awak dah tahu, nak tanya-tanya agy wat pe.' . haha. kalau akuu la dapat pakwe macam ni. 'awak! saya nak putus! saya tanye je! tu pn nak marah2!'. ambek kau ! kalau yang jenis ni, baek buang jerr laaa.. simpan lama-lama wat ape. buat semak jerr.!

tapi, based on my experience, jawapan common bagi soklan bengap macam ni, kalau ikut skema jawapan mereka akan jawap, 'sebab saya sayang awak'. ye lah tu awak sayang saye kann? sayang sayang awak kat saye, nanti2 awak tinggalkan saye jugak last2. bengap punya manusia cakap tidak serupa bikin.

lain kali kalau si dia korang tanye soklan macam ni. korang jawap je, 'kenapa? awak tu bgs sangat ke sampai saya ni tak layak nak ajak awak couple?'. Haa.! ambek kau. sape soh tanye soklan bengong camtu. biar la dia nak maki korang, dari situ la korang tengok si dia tu pujok korang ke tak. haha. Good Luck !

bodobodobodo

2010-12-04T20:02:00.000-08:00

oh damn, i started to hate blogging. bkn apa, berjarut gilak upa. agypn, people that i followed they keep on changing their url. and guess what, blog not found. sapa sik sakit aty. rasa mok tikam jak laptop tok pegi lantei asanya. ishh. im tired of all of this. gila mena.

keragu-raguan

2010-12-04T16:17:00.000-08:00

What does its mean when ,
he never look straight into your eyes?
he's looking away whenever you staring at him?
he tried to avoid to bumped with you when he's with his friends?
he refused to talk to the phone but prefer more to texting?

but,
he never refused to meet you, privetly.
he willing to do anything for you.
he trying to gain the trust of you for him.
he persuade you when you're sulking.

day by day, i getting confused. he told me he is in a serious relationship with me. but, he prefer it more to privet, just between me and him. i wonder why i think he never serious with it. maybe because we already break up twice. and, ofcoz once a couple break up, absolutely they will never love each other just like the first time they coupled. and the second break up will occurs.

relationship. yes, its hard to describe. it is not teached neither at home nor school. i dunno from where the 'relationship' is teached inside me. its just like a phenomenon. where our parents and grandparents as the role model. they live happily together. yes ofcoz great parents wont fighting infront their children. they dont want the quarel affecting their children mind growth.

for me, maybe this is isn't the time for me. people always said, when the time have come, it will come. your true love will be there for you. is true love exist? hard to believe isn't it? for me, yes. difficult to believe those things. maybe for adult in adulthood they do believe these nonsense. hey, wake up, i'm immature and i'm still childish thinking. i still watch cartoon okekk? so what. i dont take 'serious relationship' seriously as i still a student. i still have a long pathway to go.

hati & perasaan

2010-12-01T18:58:00.000-08:00

Curang. Satu istilah yang coba setiap pasangan jauhi ketika bercinta. sukar difahami mengapa keadaan sebegini berlaku. adakah perkara sebegini turut dipengaruhi oleh sikap manusia yang sering tidak puas dengan apa yang ada. sedemikianlah sifat manusia yang sungguh tamak dan tidak bersyukur dengan kurniaan disekelilingnya dan menginginkan lebih daripada yang ada.

yang dihairankan, mengapa ucapkan kata-kata romantis kpd si dia, sedangkan akan berlaku curang? mengapa memberi harapan kepada si dia, sedangkan tidak mampu setia? mengapa menabur janji bila mengetahui tidak mampu menunaikannya? begitulah manusia, tidak akan terlepas dari 'Hows and Whys'. pertanyaan sebegitulah yang sering akan bermain difikiran setiap insan yang dicurangi.

di situlah bermulanya dendam di antara dua insan yang pernah berlebleb setelah janji setia antara mereka dimungkiri. tidak perlu mengatakan kamu mencintai si dia sekiranya kamu tidak memaksudkannya, kamu tidak memahami maksudnya. jika perasaan itu sekadar 'SUKA', tidak perlu luahkan kepada si dia bahawa kamu 'MENCINTAINYA'. kerana ini hanya memberi harapan yang tinggi menggunung kepada si dia terhadap kamu. cewah, atang jiwang ku pok! HAHA. sik cayak alu asa.

okee, back to the 'curang', sila jelaskan mengapa kamu berlaku curang terhadap si dia. tidak pernahkan terfikir tentang perasaan si dia yang kamu curangi? semestinya tidak bukan? manusia dinihari yang amat mementingkan diri sendiri. sekda nak gago ngan prasaan orang lain nektok ehh. nyaman pk sal dirik mpun. betol? agak lah betol. selfish, mementingkan manfaat kepada diri sendiri sahaja. maka berlakulah palat memalat.

aih, rasa tidak percaya daku menaip mengenai perkara sebegini. in sarawak, 'ambik kayu, mangkong palak mpun, kakar mangkak dirik'. people without brain. pemikiran cetek dan terhad. oh mengerco. sekali lagi, di pagi hari daku mengerco tanpa sebab yang sahih dan munasabah. sekian saja untuk kerco-an hari ini.

disember

2010-11-30T17:31:00.000-08:00

December? Welcome december, Selamat datang. haha. hari ini 1 disember 2010. bulan terakhir pada tahun 2010. masih ada 30 hari lagi menjelang tahun baru. hari berganti hari, minggu berganti minggu, bulan berganti bulan, tahun berganti tahun. maka peningkatan usia pun terjadi. ini bermaksud, tahun terakhir saya di SMK Bandar Sarikei.

Ini berkait rapat dengan SPM. oh my goat. i felt like to repeat my form 4 studies. haha. agak kesengalan la jugak di situ. Oh Disember, ku pikirkan kao bulan utk ku study, tapi tidak, kao adalah bulan utk ku berjoli. cant wait to finish my form5. hell yeah.

love vs facebook

2010-11-28T18:14:00.000-08:00

blog kini kembali public. terima kasih kerana tidak memfollow saya 3 minggu ini. haha. bongeks. well, my blog is back with her new look. agak gay rupanya kerana hitam + orange. isokey . like i care, she's mine, not yours.

i think i got the wrong title for my post. i should put it Relationship vs Facebook. tapi tak kesah lah. azleen tak kesah. setiap kaum manusia samada lelaki mahupun perempuan tidak akan lepas mempunyai teman istimewa. mereka juga dikenali sebagai kekasih atau nama saintifiknya girlfriend/boyfriend.

dinihari, rakyat malaysia kian berjinak-jinak dengan dunia IT yang berkait rapat dengan internet. arum mbulak, hampir 95% rakyat malaysia mempunyai facebook. manusia mendapat pelbagai manfaat menerusi facebook. samada positive mahupun negative.

dalam perhubungan mesti ada pertengkaran. salah satu puncanya adalah Facebook. istilah Facebook seperti sudah sebati dengan halwa telinga kita hari ini. menerusi Facebook juga terjalinlah bait bait cinta. haha. akan tetapi, kerana Facebook juga pertengkaran dan pertelingkahan berlaku.

perasaan cemburu antara pasangan tidak dapat disembunyikan apabila pasangan mereka melebihkan Facebook berbanding dirinya. meskipun perkenalan mereka bermula melalui Facebook. namun perasaan cemburu itu tidak dapat di'tapok'. amarah si dia tidak dapat di bendung lagi sehingga pasangannya terpaksa meng'deactive' facebook hanya kerana untuk menjaga hati si dia. berbaloikah perbuatannya itu?

bagi para girlfriend contohnya. perempuan tidak akan lepas dari melayan para jejaka termasuk sabahat mereka. begitu juga para boyfriend yang memang tidak akan lari dari menegursapa para gadis cantik di dalam Facebook. perkara sedemikian menimbulkan salahfaham dan kecemburuan antara pasangan mereka. meskipun mereka menegur, meng'comment' dan menge'chat' atas dasar kawan semata-mata.

perlulah difahami mengapa kalian semua berFacebook dan apa kaitannya Facebook dengan hubungan istimewa kalian dengan si dia. sekiranya si dia tidak mampu menerima tabiat pasangannya yang sering berFacebook, maka lepaskan lah. sekiranya benar-benar sayang, they will accept the way u are. si dia akan membiasakan diri dengan tabiat pasangannya itu.

in sarawak language, segal Facebook pun nak kaie, bukannya kmk curang pun ngan ktk. dlok bukan main gik ktk mdh ktk cyk kmk. ktk sik meragui kmk. kmk facebook ngan rempuan jak, bkn ngn laki sembarangan pun. mn ktk msg ngn rempuan lain sekda juak kmk nak berbunyi. marah ktk jak pandei ktk pikey, marah kmk ada ktk pikey? lmk dah kmk sabar ngan ktk tauk sik. suka ati ktk jak lah gik sia! sekda muji juak prangei ktk kdkya ea.

Tepuk dada, tanya selera. renung-renungkanlah. yang mana patut anda dahulukan, pasangan anda yang belum tentu akan kekal menjadi hak milik abadi anda ataupun account Facebook anda yang penuh kepura-puraan dan sahabat yang sentiasa akan berada di sisi anda di saat anda ingin merapu.

inform.

2010-11-21T03:02:00.000-08:00

yeah. muka bajet kiut, dpt sik ku molah muka bajet kiut? HAHA. oh, camera henpon lebih clear dari camera laptop. hebat ! ;D

2010-11-20T02:46:00.001-08:00

Pilihan ku lamak tok nang betol. Aha, Averell, ure the one. no others. cant deny, ure the perfect one.

apa nma ta kerco ku tok. ngerco jak keja, macam sekda keja lain. krek juak ehh. sot set jak.

menjadi tunangan org tanpa disedari

2010-11-19T17:33:00.000-08:00

Percaya atau x, kita boleh ber”tunang” tanpa sedar ?? Yup, kita boleh bertunang tanpa kita sedar, bila seorang lelaki, berhasrat untuk mengambil seorang perempuan untuk dijadikan isteri. Eh, itu memang normal bukan? Tapi, yang anda mungkin x tahu, anda sebenarnya sudah bertunang bila situasi seperti berikut berlaku:

Lelaki menyatakan hasrat ingin menjadikan perempuan itu isterinya, dan perempuan itu bersetuju. Adakah dikira telah bertunang? Padahal tidak ada ibu bapa perempuan tersebut.

Pinang dari segi hukum fiqah, bererti pihak lelaki menyatakan hasrat berkahwin pada pihak perempuan. Itu dipanggil pinang. Bila perempuan menjawab setuju, maka jadilah perempuan itu tunang laki tersebut.

Situasi yang dianggap pinangan:

"Aku nak jadikan kamu sebagai isteriku"

"Kahwinlah dengan kita bila2"

Bila si perempuan bersetuju, dia akan jadi tunang. Sama ada bercakap dalam telefon, tetap dah jadi tunang.

Contoh:

"lelaki sebut dalam telefon, "I nak jadikan u isteri I lah"

Perempuan tersebut jawab, I sukalah, I setujulah, oraitt I’m fine, oklah, I redha atau apa2 yang menunjukkan dia suka dengan “pinangan” lelaki tersebut, maka ia sudah dianggap bertunang.

Jadi, bila dia dah jadi tunang orang tanpa sedar, bila ada lelaki lain yang meminang, hukumnya haram.

Kita orang melayu time nak tunang duk bawak rombongan 1 bas, bawak barang2 pinangan, itu sebenarnya adalah ADAT bukan dari segi hukum Islam. Dari segi hukum Islam, dah jatuh hukum tunang.

Persoalan ialah bila Ibu bapa xda. Mengikut hukum syarak, kalau perempuan itu sudah diizin pada syarak. Sebagai contoh, perempuan yang baligh, yang blh berfikir, etc dia sudah dianggap bertunang.

Bila perempuan tu x menepati hukum syarak tersebut, contoh seperti x baligh lagi(baru darjah 3 mungkin), perempuan tu bodoh(x boleh berfikir), gila, dan sebagainya, makanya wali diperlukan untuk jawab “pinangan” tersebut.

Haaa, adakah anda ternganga bila tiba2 tau anda sudah menjadi tunangan orang tanpa sedar?? Hahaha. sepikk asaiii.. :)

ketogelan.

2010-11-19T02:44:00.000-08:00

Haha. Blog saya togel sudah. Saya sedang menogelkan blog saya. siktauk ea pahal gya. angol juak sa nyawa ku nak coding2 gik. eran juak nyawa. ku nangga orang nektok bloggin segal maok increase their followers number. ada followers sekda followers lam blog ku, ku siklalek. as long as ku sik pendam asa ku sesorang and ku sik tertekan akibat tekanan yang terlampau. haha. bodoh betul lah bodoh.

blog saya togel blog saya togel blog saya togel blog saya togel

atang simple dah blog ku. haha. kotan terlanjo borink ea. sekda keja. ya nya telanjang ya. haha. gik sa dirik. selamat tinggal dunia fancy blog. lak2 nya atang dengan lebih fabulous okiee? p ku sik brani janji bila kah masa itu akan tiba. ahaks. sungguh betul lah sungguh duniawi.
dunia internet penuh dengan kepura-puraan dan tipu-daya.

terlampau malas dan tekanan perasaan nektok. gik handphones gik sik terjaga. apa gik menatang dan makhluk hidup lam blog tok. keangolan aku woii. pak pak pak yue. haha. sott. btw, ku heppi ku dah lulus tabletest ku. yeah. amali 6 jam gik lepas ya. and then, pat la ku pecut cbu-ckei tanpa sebarang masalah gik. aminn.

and member-members ku nak fom5/2010 tok, udah2 gik torg lepak ya, udahudah gik ngenjen sama mpun torg ea. study gik. gud luck oyy. to nenel the ang ang, lepas spm ku spon ko cornetto k ? pat ta2 detink sesama gik. ang ang, ku nuka som ko ya kpd som bermadu. hahahaha. ;)

na na na~

2010-11-18T01:42:00.000-08:00

Lamak dah sik update blog. Too many problems. And I have to faced it all by myself. Well, ya lah padah orang, pandei buat, pandei tanggung. Sendiri mau ingat la bila dah polah poblem nak? Its sokey, ku pat solve it by myself.

Cgek poblem dah settle. Okey, its much better i let him go. Ku tauk kemampuan ku tahap ney. Ku sik mampu nak jaga 3 orang dalam 1 masa. Haha. Gila? Now tinggal 2 jak gik. Emm. The one i let him go is now my friend asa nya. Sengkol sa berkawan ngan TEKEH kedirik. Hee.

Poblem ku ngan family ku gik maseh juak. Ku siktauk nak molah gney gik. Ku mogok, ku memberontak, ku terpaksa berhadapan dengan lebih banyak gik poblem. Bebodo sikk ? Huu. Ku diam, ku asa paloi, ku asa makin di sisihkan. Memberontak nang cara ku. Sekpat nak molah apa2 gik. Huu. :)

Songs

2010-11-12T20:28:00.000-08:00

Every songs remind us to someone right? Hee. tok lah nok best nya. post kali tok mok share sal songs nak ada kaitan dengan orang yang kita kenal. haha.

Pujaan Hati by Kangen Band.

- Remind me to Averell. Situation nya tem ya nya merajok ngan ku. cyan nya. berusaha ku mujoknya. when he knew everything lepas ku luahkan suma suma suma, keadaan mek2 dah okei tem ya, tetiba ku teringat lagu tok and ku nyanyikan kat nya. he told that me that he missed me badly. I do miss you too sayang, badly. :(

Cinta Antara Kita by Duta Band.

- Remind me to Pija. Ehe, tem kokey tok. Pija pileh lagu tok. Everytime mek2 g kokey nang sik miss mun sekda lagu tok. Lagu ya cam nang dah jadi kewajipan juak mun mek2 g kokey box. Hee.

Inikah Cinta by Akim.

- Tok nang berkaitan abis ngan Daniel. Tiap kali mek2 hangout nang sik miss eskrem Cornetto. 1st time ya, ku claim janji nya nak blanja ku mam eskrem, lps mek2 kuar dari kedei ya, alu ujan ari. mok sikmok terpaksa la ilek kat atas bukit lok. di sia lah mek2 knk selak Miji & Zack. Cdak mbak lagu ya, Cornetto, Show Your Love. Pei nektok la nama cornetto ya sinonim kat mek2.

Aku&Dirimu by Ari Lasso&BCL.

- Remind me to Bob. Once again at kokey box. Temya ku bok first kenalnya, first time hangout ngan nya. Nya pileh lagu tok, nya mintak ku berduet ngan nya. Nya okeyy laa, mok bak orang berloyar, ku tok kan jenis 'pemalu', dediam jak. HAHA

Harder Than You Know by Escape The Fate.

- Remind me to Adi and his Kenari. Tiap kali masok keta nya nang sik sah mun sik tuka lagu tok. Haha, walau tuan punya kereta tengah layan lagu lain. Atang la ngegeh-ngegeh tangan ku nuka mp3 ya. Hee.

Yang Terindah by Dakmie (OST Adamaya)

- Teringat kat Ard tiap kali nengga lagu tok. Tem nya dapat freecall birthday nya dolok, dah atang borink-borink mek2 kakar di tengah malam. Nya pun soh ku berlagu. Ku nang sikmaok, and nya memena mejal lepas ya. Ku ngalah laa, p ku mdh, mun ktk men gitar bok mek blagu. Nya main la gitar nya ya tek walau tengah on call.

Bila Cinta by Fili (OST L.B.S)

- Remind to Edna. Hee, lam class salu ku berlagu tok. Coz rea nang seari-ari ku berlagu lagu tok. Temya ku gik layan2 molah kerja Chemist lam lab, Edna sblh ku jak, layap2 mek2 molah kerja alu nya berjangkit berlagu ya juak. Alu ku nego, aee, berjangkit kawann. Dahya k tetak mek2 mpun jak gik ea. Hee.

Pelita by A.P.I

- Mengingatkan kepada Arip. First time dengar lagu tok kat link rah facebook nya. memula nangga cam mengarut jak tajok lagu video tok. dengar la tek, layan la juak. so, everytime dengar lagu tok, nang teringat la juak kat Arip.

Zombie by Cranberries.

- kenangan bersama ApekSpring. temtok nya kokey ngan Pija. cdak duak sama room. mek2 Ahboo temya bok abis juak, alu nyerbu room cdak. cun juak Apek tgh lyn lagu ya dengan suara tungganglanggang kesumbangannya. ku atang2 rendok dan sakai, ku record. kenangan. hee.

Terlanjur Cinta by Rossa&Pasha.

- terkenang Mud duet ngan Apek. HAHA. Temya Mud, Apek, Apuii jak dlm room ya. Masok la mekorg 3 Ahboo ngan Pija lam room ya juak tek. Mud ngan Apek gik feeling2 layan lagu ya. ku sempat record ckit jak. di upload kat fb alu ngerepak2 Mud. ayat Mud tem ku merecord ya, 'ehh, nya ambik vid ka?' (sambil mengatur2 rambut)

Half In Love With Elizabeth by Mystery Jets.

- automatically ingat kat Niez. Lagu tok first ku dengar kat blog Niez. Layan alu denga sora laki ya berlagu. alu menarik perhatian ehh. ehe. ya la mun dengar lagu tok alu kenang Niez jap. ngeee.

Well, mesti torang teringat kat someone juak mun dengar lagu nak? HAHA. Banyak gik lagu ae. tapi siktauk mok taroh lagu apa tok. agypn, nak tok jak terlintas lam otak ku temtok. :)

uras jak.

2010-11-12T18:17:00.000-08:00

my life is upgraded already. HAHA. rasa bagus mena ku tem tok. tapi, at least my life getting better. haha. petang tek tabletest, ku scored 38/50. HAHA bebal sik? sumpah otak ku freeze segal sejok gilak. haiyoo. ku malas nak ambik test dolok. ilek2 lok. yerr.. emmm..

now, mybe ku ilang 'someone' ya pei nya beranok-anok ku tek nak, p sekpa, ku got byk gik bah. sorg pergi bkn bermakna kita dah sekda sapa-sapa gik. HAHA.

your love is a lie

2010-11-10T04:57:00.000-08:00

Life isn't complicated. We and ourself that make it more complicated. If we being honest, it will never be complicated. Kejujuran adalah kunci utama kebahagiaan hidup. Mena? Based on my observation, yeap. Memang pun. Semakin banyak kita melakukan penipuan, maka semakin susahlah kehidupan kita. Sememangnya kejujuran adalah kunci utama kebahagiaan dan kesenangan hidup.

Mengikut syariat Islam pun, umat Islam sikleh menipu kan? Common. Tapi nowadays, people around us can't stop lying and telling white lies. Including me. Bulak la madah lamak kita idup sik penah sekali pun kita berbulak nak? Orang madah , sekpa, bulak ckit jak, bulak sunat. Makin lamak kita idup, sik nya bulak ckit gik ehh.

Siakap senohong gelama ikan duri,

Bercakap bohong, lama-lama mencuri.

Kita sebenarnya sik kesah mun dibulak, tapi agak-agak la. Mun bulak cikit jak, nang kita sik ambik aty. Tapi mun dah bulak terlanjor gilak? Apa lu mau jawap? Lu jawap sama Tuhan la. Kejujuran, masih lagi kunci utama. Kenak kita nektok susah nak jujur?

Orang madah, mun kita jujur, kita lurus bendul. Ya ku pat juak nangga la. Tapi jujur bukan bererti lurus bendul a.k.a paloi. Nya bukan jenis kita, kita jenis nok mileh jalan susah dalam kehidupan kita, tapi bagi cdak, cdak pilih the right way in their life.

Ku dah sikk tahan nak berbulak gik. Ku rasa benda bulak membulak tok cuma menyerabutkan lagik keadaan idup aku. Sumpah ku dah siktahan gik. Berjarut dah sa nyawa ku ngenang benda tok. Huhu. Certain things ku nang dah pat settle now. Cgek lepas, atang gik cgek. Nang sumpah ku geram juak. Tapi gney nak molah, sendiri buat sendiri tanggung. Asal sik ambik jalan mudah.

1. Ku nang memena sayang ko.

2. Ku sikpat nak lepas ko.

3. Ku berharap dengan kantau ko jak.

4. Ku nyesal penah rapat ngan ko.

5. Ku tauk ku salah, sorry.

Each number melambangkan each person. Cant tell their name, sebab lak mengaibkan cdak.

1. is a HE. Nya my everything, understanding, caring, loving, charming, pendek kata, he's the perfect one. Sumpah , mun ku ilang ko, nang sik kan ada orang len ganti. Tapi, ku rasa torang tauk sapa nya nak.

2. HE live nearby. I didn't trusted him. Tapi I cant let him go. Rasa cam nya dah sebati ngan dirik ku. His parents ada latar blakang nok bagus. Even prangei nya sik brapa bagus. He's a JERK. Ntah pahal ku asa cam sikpat jaoh ngan nya.

3. HE juak. Quite very well known sbb parents nya juak. And mybe segal attitude nya juak orang kenal nya. He okeeyy laa. Hard to say, sebab nya terlalu controlling.

4. tok biar rahsia. cant tell '4' identity. sik sangka ko akan molah ku camtok. ku pk ko nang terbait, tapi duhal ko nang terok. ko leh la ngojei ku tek nak. tapi penah ko nangga dirik ko mpun? siknak? sebab ko rasa ko dah bagus gilak. ngarei jak orang nganok ko. sik dieran ku gik.

5. a SHE. so sorry. Im egoistic. but I cant faced anymore lies. And I cant tell anymore white lies. Honestly, i do miss you too. Sorry terpaksa molah camtok.

Well, nobody perfect right? Setiap orang ada kekurangan cdak mpun. Kita pun nang sik akan terlepas. Setiap orang akan ada masalah cdak mpun. Mun sekda masalah dalam hidup kita, bagus sikboh idup. Hidup bermasalah adalah kehidupan yang lebih bahagia berbanding hidup tanpa masalah. Indahnya hidup dengan masalah.

Benda Nyaman =p~

2010-11-07T04:21:00.000-08:00

Malam tek ku mlh benda nyaman. Aha, benda nyaman? Lain sik maksudnya? Benda nyaman tok nya melibatkan dua pihak. duak pihak? apakah ituu? Aha, lucah torang tok!! Benda nyaman yang dimaksudkan ialah, bloggin. dua pihak yang terlibat ialah, si blogger dan laptop berinternet. Jangan lucah-lucah ye kaban-kaban. Aha.

Malam tok, ku mok share something. Especially for girls. Related to my intro sal benda nyaman atas ya, dear girls, kita rempuan tok sik akan lepas dari bergerek. mena sik?? even a puppy love, cinta monyet, cinta siber, cintan cintun. Biar torang just mainkan si jejaka ya.

Eventhough begitu ya girls, benda nyaman ya nang nyaman. tapi eboh lah pei torang sanggup molah benda nyaman ya ngan gerek kan. Biarlah torang jaga nya memena. Sebab cdak tok, lom tentu jadi 'hak asasi' kita. Kita lom tentu jadi perhatian cdak. andai kata, si jejaka tok tek dah ajap ngan kita, cdak laki, sekpa. kita rempuan? opsss.. paham-paham la kita sama rempuan.

Misalnya, si jejaka tok tek dah ninggal. Inallilahwainalillahhirojiun. Sik la si rempuan nak nunggu gik nak? mesti orang tua si rempuan soh carik jejaka lain sebagai teman hidup. So, lak dah kawin punya kawin, dah tiba masanya. Apa gik padah si suami ya kat dirik rempuan ya kelak? Mun nya mena dah sayang si rempuan ya, sekpa. Ada jejaka jenis sik pat trimak. Ada jejaka jenis redha, nya pat trimak.

Seterusnya, ada certain things kita sikpat elak. and benda ya bukan terjadi atas permintaan kita mpun. lagipun kita sik mintak benda ya nak jadi juak. tapi, dah qada' dan qadar nya camya. kita sikpat nolak. melainkan kita terima dengan redha dan hadapi dengan ketabahan. So, to these gurls, be brave.

Cdak jejaka tok, biar gney-gney pun upa cdak tem zaman bujang cdak nya, meskipun cdak suka berfoya-foya, kaki rempuan, buaya darat, naga berapi, cicak kokgo, apa-apa lahh. Tapi, bila tiba saat perkahwinan dan mendirikan masjid, cdak sik akan maok nikah dengan rempuan nak dah dengan cdak. sekompem-kompemnya, cdak akan carik rempuan nak bagus olahnya utk dijadikan isteri and masih berperisa. AHA.

Same goes to girls, rempuan sikmaok ambik lelaki nak pemabok, suka berfoya-foya, sik ensem, brolah , ect ect, melainkan mun laki ya kaya, setia, ada rupa. opcoz, girl ney sikmaok nikah ngan laki cmya. dalam dunia, cuma 2 per 6 jak pat carik laki cmya. aha, back to the point. ku nak madah lah tek nak. rempuan, biar gney-gney pun olah nya tem mudak, zaman bujang. cdak mesti maokkan lelaki yang cukup package utk dijadikan suami. 'Lelaki yang nakal utk digerek. Lelaki yang baik utk dikahwini'. ;

Ku dah malas nak naep panjang-panjang, biarpun bloggin tok benda nyaman. AHA, maseh juak benda nyaman bloggin tok tek! Ehe. So, moral of the life. Jaga dirik, jangan mudah terpengaruh dengan kemanisan dan benda nyaman. Meskipun nyaman ney pun benda ya. Sekarang, tiba masa utk berhenti menaip kerana jari ini sudah belalak untuk menaep. Aha, Salam Perpisahan. ;p

putera katak ;)

2010-11-07T01:38:00.000-07:00

When I was 2 years old, I moved at Sarikei Sarawak. aha, tem kecik lok, diam rah Jalan Jongkong sia. Di sia, I meet him. rumah mek2 sebelah nyeblah jak. His name is Muhd Affifuddin bin Shafiee. mun ya lah namanya. His facebook is Apeep Minato. Yes I do admired him when I was in primary school. mek2 nang sama jak jak jak jak dari mek2 dari tadika dlok. ABiM sama2, solah rendah , SKAMIS sesama. sama class gik ehh. adohh.

When I was 12, nampak ketara gilak ku suka kat nya. Temya ku ada 'saingan' juak. She just like me. Tabiat sama, perangei sama, suka bnda nak sama, suka org yg sama, tapii mek duak sik suka sama mpun. Howeverpun begitu,, mek2 dudok sama dalam class, sebelah nyeblah jak gk ehh. Weird! Gney-gney pun, bila masok form1, me and my frog prince separate. Ku syok sendiri jak temya, cz, ya lah, I'm a nerd, also a geek, rasa bagus ku tem solah rendah lok. jangan torang sik tauk. HAHA.

perkara paling lucu dolok. ada cgek ari tok tek, he cycled infront his house,, ntah sekda ribut, sekda angin, sekda ujan, nya tugok lam parit pan umah cdak ya, ku memena tetak nangga. alu atang mak nya lepas ya. ku gik lekek2 jak tetak sia. HEHE. petang yaa, ari lepas ujan. ku ngegeh2 la cycle pan umah dengan beskal beroda 3. jalan licin, ku men tepi parit, parit besar ehh, dengan sekelip mata, aku pun tugok lam parit ya juak bersama beskal2 ku. ya lah kotan tulah ku tetak kat laki ya siang ya tek. HAHA. gik asa aku. alu lukak daguk ku, sampei nektok gik da parut lukak ku tugok lam parit ya. ehe. LUCU.

Familynya moved to Kuching. well, mekorang maseh gik d ctok, just pindah ke kpg sbrang jak. certain times, cdak ada ngabas umah cdak rah jalan jongkong sia. now, ku pun sekda asa gik dah kat nya, biasa lah, puppy love. childhood memories. ehe. lucu juak mun ngenang benda cmya.

btw, ive cut my hair. sorg ckp, cut ur hair. short hair looked cuter on you. the special one said, dont cut ur hair, jangan lah tidak, jangan lah tidak. so i confused. nya mok cut ka sik ? ya ku eran. aha. sorang gik madah, sik ipak upa ko berambut panjang. HAHA. kotan dengki ea. and my mum said, ae, tadik madah nak guntin rambut, cam sik berguntin jak rambut ko ya.! . aha, plek mena, nya sik suka ku rambut pjg. eran nyawa. so i cut it. puas ati suma pihak kan?

hp 1 malaysia. hahaha. :)

hentikan penipuan. ;p

2010-11-06T18:11:00.000-07:00

This morning I was so like *fcuking* bored. So, sekda kerja, ku survey² la blog sorang² nak d follow ku ya. ya lah guna kita follow orang rite ? and i opened ApekSpring punya blog. nangga followers nya tek, alu berbunyi la intro lagu mp3 nya tek. memula cam kenal jak lagu tok, kin lmk kin lmk. HAHA. rasa nak tetak jak asa dengar. Padah NAGA, tapi layan lagu Geisha. HAHA. lucu na apak ku sorang tok. adeiii.

Haha, berdasarkan pemerhatian saya, followers ku dah sikmaok makin bertambah. nya maintain. ku sik kesah. mun torang asa follow ku segal mok anggap ku uras lam follower list torang ya, better eboh, okey? ku lebih rela sekda followers. bukan apa, cz ku pn penah jadi cam torang. kita sama manusia tek nak. tem borink² , nang kta akan follow sesiapa pun. tapi, bila kita nak update, nak kemas² blog tek nak, mesti akan check followers. kta nnga nama blog sia makin sari kin pelik2. banyak nak sik di kenal. komfem terlintas lam palak otak torg, 'sapa nya tok? bila juak ku follow nya?'. its normal. so guys, better kemaskan awal.

Kenapa saya rasa bloggin nektok makin membosankan?

i dunno, maybe sebab cerita saya yang membosankan. thus, saya seorang yang membosankan. haha. saya tidak pandai mengarang cerita, sebab saya bukan seorang penipu. cuma, seorang yang bijak dan mahir serta berkebolehan tinggi dalam memutar belitkan cerita sahaja berpotensi untuk membloggin dengan baik. tapi, bukan saya. saya suka bermain dengan metafora dan kiasan. maybe ia sudah jadi sebahagian dari diri saya. tanpa ia, saya tidak mungkin wujud dan meneruskan penghinaan terhadap golongan ini. HAHA.

4th. ;)

2010-11-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

alamak ! ku kin malas nak kakar depan camera. haha. makin supan sa nyawa mak kohh. heuheehueue. gila juak ehh. siyes ku tengah ngantok nektok. adohh. selamat memview video ke 4. :D

Lol leen.

2010-11-05T00:58:00.000-07:00

haha. ritok nang senyum sorang jak jak lah keja ku. mao tauk knk ? torang poret, opkos mao tao. hueheehuehue. dah 3 ari ku on facebook, ku sekda nangga notification 'posted something on your wall'..

salu mun kita check notification, nang akan ada orang wrote kan? ya ku eran, pahal orang sikmaok post kat wall ku? haha. curiousity ku pagi ya tek, ku post la kat wall nieta colourful, 'ooo tedah wall kmk. sekda new post. HAHA'. and tauk apa nya eply? she said '| HAHAHA . dh ktk off wall ktk . gney lah mok ada post . adehh =.-'

HAHAHAH!! seriously aku nang lupak ku dah off wall ya. hahahaha.. and kesah ke duak, antara ku ngan averell saja. heauheuaheahua. XD

;((

2010-11-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

hate this feeling. once again i felt ignored by my own family. or is it because ku jenis nak sik bapa rapat ngan fmly. bkn apa, ku bknnya jenis suka nyusah orang tua. mun ku terlampau rapat, berkemungkinan besar, ku nang akan menyusahkan sidak, terlampau!

ku kecik aty lah juak sebab both my parents pentingkan duak ekok anak punok ya. gila ku kecik aty. suma sidak mintak, suma ditunaikan. ku mintak : k apa? pelu kah? bp rega? sik pelu glak bagi ko ya nak? yahh! apa gik ya? ya ku sik bapa suka mintak ngan orang tua. byk alu tnyk. dah ku ada duit ku mpun, ku meli brg ku mpun, gago gik torg nak madah, apa barang beli ko ea? sik senonoh alu jak. mok mok jak ku jawap, suka aty aku lah, bukan ku mintak duit dari ko pun. bukan ku meli k duit di berik ko pun. teringin jak ku jawap camya.

dhya kelak, mun mbuang duit, nang berabis torang kat anak punok duak ekok ya. lak dah ngadu ngerepak komplen sal bayar bil, payday, kat sapa torang ngerepak? kat aku juak nak? sumpah ku asa cam ku sik diperlukan lam umah tok. rasa di anak tirikkan jak. mun ku dah mintak lak, torang madah ku terlampau memintak, ku tok macam2. dah anak kesayangan torg duak orang ya mintak? leh gik? eran sa nyawa.

huhu. ku sensetip na bab2 cmtok. mena, nang ku nangis tem ku tengah naep benda tok. ya ku sik k video ya. now ku tauk. pahal ku rasa cam ku lebih ~~uncontrolled~~ ngan member2, kawan2, geng2 ku di solah, kat luar. sudah jelas, terang n nyata lagi bersuluh, segal family. mena padah orang, everything started from home.

sabtuday

2010-11-03T00:44:00.000-07:00

alamak! nampak gilak upa ku sekda mood. x]

2010-10-30T21:27:00.000-07:00

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terima kasih.

2010-10-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

Second vid.
dengan kekaburan yang terlampau amat.
Thank you viewers. :D

publisiti murahan vs simpati murahan

2010-10-30T20:23:00.000-07:00

haha. lucu ku baca ya tek. memena lelekek ku tetak. poret story for today is, publisiti murahan menerusi simpati murahan. ahh ! bkn sale okey ? murahan. hahaha. meraih simpati dari orang ramai semata-mata ingin menutup kesilapan dirik sendiri. kesilapan gik okey. mun dah kesalahan ya? what to say ? kesalahan jaik gik bunyi. lekek ku pokkk! :P

back.

2010-10-29T20:09:00.000-07:00

Happy days blogger. Im trying Video Bloggin' sbb sangat sangat malas nak menaep sekarang. :)

sekda benda

2010-10-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

Alamak! Sumpah! aku nang dah pokai berabis minggu tok. Sesen pun dah sikda gik lam purse ku. Gney nak survive camtok. Oh mum, i really need money. I need money badly. Smlm, i told abu, 'i need a sugardady to modified my skut' . . guess what, he replied 'bah, carik lam forum lok, gney nk d modified'. Erk ? Greenlight?

I dunno what the best'est' thing will be happen. I expect something special to be happened. Im expecting it badly. I really missed someone, Ntah pahal. Tetiba rasa rindu kat nya ehh. pahal tok? damn it. Is it me, or, when we on phone smlm, nang best gegilak. Before tok ku asa mek2 kin jaoh, last night I called him. I kept sneezing tem on call ngn nya, he care bout me, nya soh mam ubat. @.@ dengan suara ku yang sengau, ku kakar jak lah ngan nya pei abis kdt. gila ku rindu kt nya. badly, okey? :(

KPP

2010-10-23T01:15:00.000-07:00

Baru balek dari kursus KPP. tired, sik sangka juak temu ngan orang lain juak tek. temu ngan orang nak siksangka akan ditemu. hahah. rasa aneh. mula tek nangga akak kpd Fify, Moni. tego lah tek. kakar2 mek2. dhya, dari jaoh ku lihat, Wan Hafizi Wan Bujang, awal ku ngelak. laju ku pusin depan bila ku nnga nya bejln ke arah ku. n dah nya lepas ya, laju ndah ku pusin blkng lit. kira nak ngelak lah tek. dhya, nya check list nama miak kursus kpp ya juak, duhal nama aku atas skali. kimen. cun juak ku kat blkng nya, membelakangi nya. ptt pn nya tauk ya aku tek. sabar jak lah. HAHA.

tem que tek temu Aen. Erk? Aen? haha. plek juak asa, cz before tok nya cam sik gago sal lesen. tetiba ada juak. what can we said rite? n Shasha. rempuan nak penah di bencik oleh Nono segal cdak brebut gerek lok. ku pk la nya tok tek tinggi n iras Wena. duhal sik. Haha.

Dahya dahya tek, ku asa bengang n bangang coz upa orang paloi jak ku sia seari-ari tok tek. lemah sa nyawa, nak makan, sekda asa. tapi lapar. plek. nyempat juak ku ngojei orang tek. ku siktauk lah aku or nya abu-abu tem ku nagih janji ny kt ku dlok. HAHA. dlok bukan main gik bunyi kakar, bagak2 la gik ko sia. sik jadi kan dah malu pok. better keep it down n silent next time.

Laki aku tok sorang, udah di msg, sik eply, udah di call, sik angkat. ko buang ku ke sungei rajang dari feri lanang ko lak! dah geram2 sa nyawa ku. mencik asa, tem ku merlu ko ya lah ko sekda. malas ku nak berbunyi juak. ku tauk ku sapa. gikpat idup ku sekda ko. p ku sikmok lepas ko. ku dah mena glak sayang ko.

selamat pulang,

2010-10-22T10:36:00.000-07:00

Yes! tabiat lama ku kembali. saya sudah mula menjinakkan diri untuk mengcoding semula. ini juga berkait rapat dengan tabiat memeningkan kepala dengan membaca code-code yang lebih sukar dibaca jika dibandingkan dengan ayat-ayat Al-Quran. Haha. Ngerco ku nak? Yah, bok ko tauk. lamak tok ney ko tauk. huhu.

sahabat. Sahabat senantiasa berada di sisi kita sekiranya kita memerlukan mereka di mana sahaja, pada bila-bila masa dan dimana jua. hahaha. super slut , sedia membantu. inilah tiger dan pooh. apa kah. ataang sot nak? jam tepat menunjukkan 1.35a.m. ku siktauk apa diplh ku pei berjaga pagi-pagi. cam sekda keja lain. orang tido, cdak berjaga. oh. udah la terpaksa siap sblm kol 7 pagi tok kelak. kursus sudah.

angol juak asa nyawa nenga gunto-gunto ya. haha. alangkan nyaman nya jika ku berkukup debah kumbuk nektok. oh kumbukk ! sedapnya engkah ku peluk-peluk dan belai di saat ku perlukan mu ketika sejuk menggigit-gigit ke tulang hitam ku . ahhaha. bunga-bunga, gilaaa!

2010-10-22T10:31:00.001-07:00

blog ku udah siap. ko nak tiru, tiru lah pepuas sia,PUKKEEEEKKKKK!!

why ?

2010-10-22T01:25:00.000-07:00

ku asa ku kin jaoh dari bestfriend ku. setauk ku bestfriend will keep close together. entah pahal ku asa cam ada jurang jak antara mek2. mek2 dah sik close cam dlok gik. i wonder why. mybe segal nya ada gerek nak sama class, or ku nok senantiasa buzy to enjoying. ku siktauk.

tapi nak pelik nya gik. bestfriend. mun bertemu, ada jak nak diceta sama mpun. tapi, bila ku dah ilek2 ngan nya, ku diam jak, asa siktauk nak kakar apa2. cam sikda topik. ada pun topik di kakar mek2, cam siyes suma suma jak. lain asa. beza gik asa tem ku kakar ngan closeclassmates ku. ku asa bila mek2 kakar, cam smadi jak asa mek2. sekda feel padah orang bah. eran juak asa nyawa. sengkol kata orang srwak.

:(

Dasar menusia

2010-10-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

Comparing Ego and Nouvo. I prefered Novo the best. Rimarek tem kuar ngan Santeh, nya soh ku drive. Drive jak lah. Ngenang nya jaoh juak atang dari Bintangor petang ya. So jalan punya jalan mencarik barangan. Lain asa ku mecut and mok break lepas ya. Ringan gilak rasa. Tem ku mecut, nang ku asa cam nak melayang asa, ku sik tauk pahal. Tapi nak ku tauk, Novo nang lebih berat enjinnya dari Ego. Ya jak nak ku tauk. Cz ku penah knk timpak Novo ya skali. Sakittt ! Biru kaki ku. Huhu.

And petang ya juak, tem otw nak beli minyak, tertemu ndah ngan bala si Ard tok tek. Cun juak mekorang otw ke pasar, cdak sma juak. Ku apa gik, pecut lerr. Kira nak ngepong tek, haha. kotan bak ngegeh tek nak. Bukan apa, nya 2 ari dah sik msg ngn ku, eran juak. Ku da molah salah ka. Siksangka, lepas ku balit petang ya, nya ada msg ku.

Ard ; Oits.
Me ; Phl msg tek? Pk dah mlupak org ctok
Ard ; Sekda lah, boring bah
Me ; Borink bok msg kmk? Mun xda, sekda terus, mun borink bok bercarik
Ard ; Alu bunyi gya. Ktk ya sekda msg kmk.
Me ; Ada mek msg rea, ktk ya sik eply
Ard ; Bukan mek sikmok eply, mek nk buang asa sayang mek kt ktk.

HAHAHA. Lekek2 ku tetak lepas ya. Bodo ka paloi alasan camya? Gurls , u judge it. HAHA. bodoh betul. And lastly, kaie pny kaie mek2 tek, ku RQ kt nya, RQ RM1 k,sorry . SENT. Ku send dlm kol 9 gya. Dalam kol nya msg, 'padah sekda kdt, maka gik da 20sen lbih gik kdt, mun sikmok msg padah sikmok msg. Huh! Pembulak!'.. pagi ya tem ku nak gi solah bok ku eply, 'suka ati lah, kdt aku, sim aku, hp aku, ko sapa nk gago?'.. tem ku balit dari solah nya eply gik, ''suka ati ktk lah, sekda nak msg juak ngan pembulak''.

Aku tergamam sebentar bila nangga msg nya nak cgek ya, terasa ati juak ku temya. sapa sik sakit aty nak. before tok nya ngegeh-ngegeh nak msg ngn aku. ya di eran ku. pahal ka. bodo sik? laki nang gya ka? or deduak mek2 keras ati. haha. buduh betul. egoistic nang gya kan ?

Biology Student

2010-10-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

memandangkan cikgu biology kat skolah mekorang gila strict dalam teaching n everything, so we all, biology's students nang struggle hard to achieve what the teacher aim for us. time tengah search for example of planning experiment for tommorow exam, ku terjumpa cgek blog. aiyok. a teacher's blog. haha. best juak. hopefully apa nk d bljar ku through that blog tek kuar utk esok lah. amin!

Terima kasih, cekgu. :)

http://chengmoh.blogspot.com/

hee.

2010-10-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

kelucuan na rimarek. ptg mrek da miak nyeruk jemaah maghrib isyak kat umah cdak. p ku lupak madah kt mak ku cdak da nyeruk kotan ku gago bertunggu orang atang nk ngato suis bilit ku ya. pei lah orang dah nak abis isyak. haha. ya bok ku ingat. alu mak ku nnyak ku malam ya.

Her ; ada ka orang umah cnun ya nyeruk ctok ptg tek?

Me ; (giggle and tersengih) Lupak nak madah, kotan ktk soh bertunggu orang atang ya tek.

Her ; bapa lah nya mintak bayar tek?

Me ; 5 jak, di mbak mek senyum2 jak orang ya. alu dipadah nya bik jak suka ati.

Her ; haa, senyum la memena sia. lak lupak gik nk madah ada orang nyeruk.

Me ; Heeee... (giggle and tersenyum kdk kerang busuk). hehehe.

new look

2010-10-14T03:23:00.000-07:00

copycat version 2

2010-10-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

copiers sikkan brenti selagi cdak mpun sik merasa gney asa perasaan orang nok knk copy ya. ku sik suka na orang ngekot cara kita. maka jelas2 nang kita jak molah camya bah. torang? gney asa torang bila cara torang dicopy oleh orang lain? menyakitkan hati kan? ku pun gya juak pok. ko lom rasa gney asa, ya ko sik merasa. kelak2 lebih banyak orang nak dikenal ko lepas tok, ya bok ko rasa gney asa nya. jangan ko sik merasa.

ku siktauk la sampei bila kita nak terus tiru cara orang lain. kita boleh laa madah ,

'sekda pendirian mena orang niru cara orang lain eh'..

tapi now, sudah jelas terang dan nyata serta bersuluh, nang antap-antap ayat nak penah diluah ko ya mangkak palak ko mpun pok. ya lah padah orang, kakar k akal, bukan k jobo. ada paham ?

lepas tok boleh la ko men sindir-sindir ku lam fb. ku tetap aku. ku bukan kau. kau, hal kau. yang ku tauk, ku sik sebulu ngan ko. ku sik tauk la mun torang nak baca tok ada terasa tek nak, nak ku tauk, ku just taep apa nak terdetik kat asa ku, yang ku salurkan ke jarik aku, and yang ku tekan di atas keyboard tok. ko sik puas ati ? ko terasa ? hal ko lah. gago ler aku sal ya? sik. SIK AKAN PERNAH.

struggle hard.

2010-10-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

today is Wednesday. tomorrow is Thursday. esok full jadual mekorang eh.
M3 / M3 / CHEM / CHEM / BIO / BIO / BM / BM / MT .
After tomorrow is Friday. Timetable ?
PHY / PHY / BI / BI / SEJ / M3 / MT .
A day after that is SABTUDAY., Saturday tok ku cannot enjoy pok. kursus lagilababibetullah. ahh. siksuka na. tapi, demi keenjoyan yang akan ku kecapi pada masa akan datang. yeah. ku terpaksa korbankan sabtu ku kali tok. isokey. huhu.

lepas sabtu, AHAD. restday. lepas ya isnin. Isnin dah exam oyy. gila mena. ku mesti berusaha gik exam kali tok. orang tua ya madah result ku kali tok tek terok glak. gney ndak ka. lepas exam 2 minggu ya kelak, solah gik 2,3minggu. lepas ya cutiiii woiiiii. sik sabar ku paloyyy.. ;) ♥

kaeling.

2010-10-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

kael-ing. mengael. benar kata pepatah dak cidak ninek kta dolok, orang tamak selalu rugi. and mena juak kajian nak dibaca ku rea, 'perempuan menangis kerana tidak mendapatkan apa yang mereka inginkan'. lamak ku sik online and sik update blog tok, ada lah keja ku di dunia ku mpun sia.

bout fortnight ku sik online. why? first week, everytime ku bukak blog, ku siktauk nk share apa. ku bukak jak tempat new post ya, p kosong. ku biar camya jak for 5 to 6 hours. p ku mpun gago searching lagu, downloading lagu, searching bahan ilmiah. so when i felt tired, i just exit the window of blogger.

second week, pahal ku gago? yeah, ku sebok lisan bm. dunno. i tried my best in this oral okey? i struggle hard for it. mekorang perform sorang2 depan class with action and correct intonation dalam ucapan gya lah. and, i searched my text for bout 2 weeks. p the night sblm ari ku nk bentang ya bok ku molah n dapat isik kerja2 ku ya. haha. gila. awal pagi ya bok print kerja ku di solah. nasib printer ada ink. mun sik mati pok. p thanksgodness i scored 38 out of 40. nice. ku sik apal pun menatang jadah ya. ku bantei jak lah. haha. terimakasih kepada mereka yang membantu. yeah!

third. back to the topic of kaeling. kesah tok ada kaitan antara aku dan dia. haha. adakah aku dikael ataupun aku yang mengael? firstly nee nak mintak maap k kat bee.
sorry mun bee ada baca tok.
so really sorry. rea, pada satu malam yang hening dan sejok, tem ya ku bok lepas msg ngn bee, da la laki text ku tek,;

Him ; Putri tok ka? ad tok. Msg juh.
Me ; Ad ney?
Him ; Ae, sik igt gik, maka sama jalan raya malam ya.
Me ; Ouhh, ard duhal. Dr cney pat num ku tek ?
Him ; Igt pn, pk sik igt gik tek.

and ku sik eply gik lepas ya cz ku dah tertido. p lately, ku nang salu msg ngn nya. lmk mek2 msg, nya sekda nnyak status ku. so ku sik mdh la ku da gerek. orang sik nanyak tek nak. msg pny msg, aku dah nait boring msg ngn nya, in the same time, nya ajak ku gerek, lamak ku sik jawap soklan ya. 2 3 ari nya nanyak soklan nak sama. till 10.10.2010. erk. i was so speechless tem ya. ku nangga nya dah mejal gilak upa. so ku cam aok2 jak lah tem ya. pedulik la, ku sekda asa ngn ko temya pok. ku pk bila ku dah trimak, ko brenti msg aku. thus, ku sakit aty ngn member ko, my plan tem ya ku nak mlh balit gney member ko pnh mlh ku. sebab ya wak la ku stju.

p mek2 sik lamak. pei sik sampei sehari stgh mek2 gerek. sebab ku sik eply msg nya. he keep on calling me. ku keras ati sik nyaut. ku dengar member ku mdh ard ya ada msg ngn nya juak. ngn gurl lain ya juak. ku sekda feel apa2 tem ya, hal nya lah. pei lah pagi ya ny mdh ''kta2 kwn jak k, ard nangga putri cam sik bhgia jak ngn ard''. oppsss.. normal lah kan? ku siktauk nya siyes ka sik ngn ku. ku asa nya sik. p dah 2 ari ku sik eply msg nya, ku sik angkat call nya. nya mseh send text. 'goodnite, sweetdream' . 'mornink'. 'putri boh lupak g mandik'. 'ard rindu putri glak2'. nya mdh nya dah del num ku. p howcome nya mseh dpt contact aku? weird?

YANG KU TAUK KU TETAP AKAN DENGAN AVERELL AKU NOK SORANG YA.

IRLYSVDM, ABOO.

enough bout that. janji ku dah sekda contact nya gik. nya jak ngegeh2 contact ku. sehari duak nang ko cmya. sikkan sampei seminggu ko akan terus tahan contact aku selagi ku maseh tetap ignore ko. ku siktauk, ku terkael mahupun aku yang mengael. sapa ngael sapa? haha. paluiiiiii.. sikkan hilang boyak dikael. salah naga dikael ko. skali naga fire jak k kael ko ya. sikkan naga terkael. HAHA. ayah apekspring ngajar ku sal naga ya oyy. deh. pa kah.

tabletabletable.

2010-10-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

selesai mengupgrade my left table and certain coding. agak pening dan menyusahkan. berjarut duhal code yang tidak terlihat dalam html code sia. patut pn blog ku sik betul2 suma semenjak 2 tok. haha. thus, perasan sik torang dashboard torang ya?

agak paloi gilak upa since box ya dah sekda. bodo mena ehh. berjarut juak dah upa. sik kemas la bodo ! pic ya pun di besarnya juak. di enlarged nya. coba biar kecik jak. tuyuk bah. serabai n ceridak alu jak upa dashboard ku jadinya.

pa jak lah. ish. dah ea. penin dah palak ku . ku nk opp lok. geram geram sa nyawa. esok ku blogging gik. kita buat tajuk baekk punyaaa..

bzbzbz.

2010-10-06T04:24:00.000-07:00

Blog.

perasankah anda bahawa blog saya semakin jarang di update sejak kedatangan bpk saya ke Sarikei selama 2 minggu tempoh hari? Mena ya. Start dari sia alu sikda masa jak-jak ku nak update blog. adohh. kekadang, dah depan blog sikda idea nk naep apa. asa krek krek da jak asa. blur blur blur nak taep mun dah depan blog. cam nektok. huhu.

Aboo.

ku asa nektok ku dah semakin mengabaikannya. ku siktauk pahal. myb cz ku semakin buzy berfoya-foya ngan orang lain kali. maybe juak ehh. haha. biasa la, rempuan. pantang nangga nak bagus gik dari nok dah ada. bila dah lepas nok ada ya, nyesal mok nak dah dilepas ya tek. ya lah paloi rempuan tok tek nak. bgs2 dah depan mata di lepas. melepaskan mutiara semata-mata utk mendapatkan kaca. bodo sik ? no dear, i will never let u go. gney-gney pun bee tetap the one, syg.

Fyfy.

umm. how to say,. boleh-boleh lah dah mek2 nektok. ada tego. brik gift kat each other. just like other bestfriend. just mek2 jarang kakar, jarang lepak sama, jarang nk bersusey depan-depan sama mpun. p i dont care. ku tetap sayang nya walau gney-gney pun bha. sikda apa pat ngaco hbgn mek2. even mek2 buzy sal memasing now.

Pija.

yeahh. ku makin rindu kat gurl tok. ku asa mun nya dedepan ku nang ku dah pelok dah dari tadik. haha. rindu bangeett sama loeee , ngegeh! rawr! sa nk kubit2 jak ktk.! haha. pa jak bita nya ou? hurm. msg nang ada, p gago msg ngn abg nya jak. hihi. awww. i lyke ur abg dear. eheh. rindu nak kokey ngn nya eh. rndu nk ngatik nya. rindu ngn cuci mata ngn nya. haha. gila keja mek2.

Ateh.

apa bita ktk atehh kiutt. lamak dah sik hang out sesama. rindu ndah asa ngan ktk. nak text ktk mek siktauk nk kakar apa ngn ktk eh. bila la kta2 pat jln sesama gik? lepas kes ariya, ktk alu kin jaoh dari kmk bha. hope kta pat rapat lit cam dlok bah. sikmaok segal something alu friendship kta tegang. peace peace, no gado-gado.

Facebook.

ku dah kin jarang on facebook nektok. siktauk pahal. dah sikda orang gik k di kaco lam facebook kali. btw, ku dah da org mpun bha. sik bapa nak gago gilak lam fb ehh. tambah gik nektok ku kuat berjalan. kejeron alu berjalan. sikpandei nak lekat di umah. berjalannnn jak keja. ney gik masa ku nak mandik, ku tido, ku mlh hwork, ku study, ku makan, ku ga tv, ku molah2 keja di umah. ku berjalan gik, yah. sikda masa nak o9 nak? ku borink juak on9 fb actly, ya blog ku sunyik juak ya. gu ku borink memena dah sekda benda k polah bok ku nak o9 fb.

beauty sleep.

nektok ku salu bangun aher awal pagi sblm turun solah. mak ku pun eran. ku takut ny pk ku main pil kah apa kah. paloiii sik ? hahaha. mena bha. dlm kol 9 mlm gya ku dah masok bilit. mun d ekot kol 6pagi dah patut brangkat dari umah ke solah. p ku bok kuar bilit kol 6 pagi. ku dlm bilit dr kol 9 mlm pei pagi apa dipolah ku? eran ehh. pahal nektok ku asa sikcukup tido ohh. bukan apa, ku salu tido kol 9. p nektok ku asa ku salu tido dlm kol 10. bgn gik dlm kol 11 . dhya tido. bgn ya kelak, kol 6 bok ku bgn. yahh. sik lamak apa tido cmya? nasib orang ngan ku msg malam2 ya paham2 juak prangei ku kuat tertido tem tgh msg. mala jak ku ghaib tetiba tem tgh msg ngn cdak. asal jam dah kol 10, start la ku ilg tetiba ea. huhu.

Kokey.

rimarek mekorang kokey ehh. ku, jura, apex, fathni. mekorg 4 kokey d sing kwong ptg marek. ku gik blalak actly, just ku lebih slesa kokey ngn cdak pija, aboo, apekspring, bob, alep. haa, bala daktok la best ngan kokey! gila ku rindu masa ya. huhu. bila ndak ka ku pat merasa masa camya gik ehh. siksabar asa dirik tok kohhh. rimarek sik bapa best glak nk kokey. sbb sengkol bha. hehe. tetap hepi actly.

School.

ku asa ku g solah adalah untuk membuang masa. haha. ku dok lam kelas, termenung jakk keja. layapp, ngenjen,, ngaco orang. kakar. sikda asa nk blajar alu jak. homework ku berlambak alu jak d bak lit umah. p awal pagi d solah bok molah. apa d ajar org tua kat depan ku wat paloi jak. langsung sik masok apa2. normal lha nk? dah dekat nk cuti ujg taun. nang salu gya lah kan ? huhu. hard to say,. ku nang sikmaok masok form 5. ku gik maok fom 4. huhu. asa nk repeat taun fom4 eh !

Are Piez ZCz

2010-10-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

Banyak benda ku nak taep lam tok eyh. Tapi bila dah bukak new post tok, alu berenti suma idea. Bila dah jaoh dari blog tok lak, start la nya ngegeh-ngegeh idea mencurah-curah. Tok pun ku taep apa nak ku asa nektok. Siyesly, IQ ku nektok semakin paloi jak asa. Tem ada, ada lah nya ya atang. Tem sekda, brenti sia jak lha nya ya. Ya bodo asa ku eh. Huu.!

5 Oktober, Heppy Birthday Kak Jura. HAHA. Cant wait for tomorrow. ^^, Rawr rawr.

~~Muhammad Hafiz Bin Ahba. ♥~~

day by day.

2010-10-03T02:21:00.000-07:00

makin lamak kita idup, makin banyak perkara baru yang kita lihat. makin banyak perkara menggoda jiwa raga dan perasaan kita sehingga kita leka dan melupakan perkara yang lama. seperti barang juga, barang lamak dilupak segal borink tek nak, barang baru di berik perhatian. sedemikianlah kehidupan kita semakin hari.

ntah pahal ku rasa camya. anda rasai perbezaannya di blog tok? if u say yes, well, ure got the type just like me. cepat ajap kan? lejuk sudah. huhu. but deep inside, i still want it. yaww. now mybe ku ajap. minggu dpn ku mesti akan bercarik nok lamak ya gik. mena! sik mulak! ku jenis camya koh. huhu. ajap tem ada, bercarik tem sikda. tem ya bok nak nyesal padah orang tua marek nak. huhu. bodo mena asa ku ehh. pahal camya bah.

rimarek tem balit dari antar bpk ke epot, tetiba ku terkenang kt nya ehh. alu nak nangis asa ku ngenang bpk ku. huhu. siktauk pahal. tetiba jak asa sayu nangga flight nya berlepas rimarek. nak nngis asa, p nang dah nangis, namun, control jak lah gik. berat asa nak melepas bpk ku blit cnun gik. best glak nya ada d ctok ae. huhu.

my life will back to boredom mode without my dad here. mena! 2 weeks bpk ku d ctok, travelling jak keja. nang sik lekat d umah. nang membuang duit jak keja. kuang-kuit ke cbu. tapi now? hmm. dok umah jk lah ku selagi lom dak trimak lesen moto. haha. mun ku dah da lesen moto lak. siap sedia jak u sayang, QRF 7800. Be ready. Sik brenti ko keja ku.

Peranan Wanita Dalam Era Globalisasi

2010-10-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

Aku blurr melihat tajuk yang diberikan. Pahal ku knk tajok paloi gilakk.. Kimen. Malas ku. Okey, my blog is my everything kan, my blog is my diari kan. So what? Up to me la mok tunggah dirik ku apa. Cik Leen ka, Mak Nyah ka, Leen ka, aku ka. Apa ko kesah? Random bha. Blablabla.

Back to topic. Bukan apa ku ngegeh2 mention sal tok dlm blog. Sebab ku malas nk write out point ya. Ku tok ada pemalas banyak banyak nak menulis. So I prefer typing. Apa tajok ya maok. Kta investigate. Nya maok peranan wanita. Kira, peranan rempuan la. Dalam kemajuan teknologi nektok.

Memula, kita tnga definisi globalisasi dlok.. Based on wikipedia.,,
Globalisasi adalah sebuah istilah yang memiliki hubungan dengan peningkatan keterkaitan dan ketergantungan antarabangsa dan antaramanusia di seluruh dunia dunia melalui perdagangan, investasi, perjalanan, budaya popular, dan bentuk-bentuk interaksi yang lain sehingga batas-batas suatu negara menjadi semakin sempit.

Makin serabut ku nangga definisi tok mun nak dikaitkan dengan tajuk asal. Oh. ku bencik BM.

Pengenalan
Menurut Kamus Dewan globalisasi didefinisikan sebagai fenomena yang menjadikan dunia mengecil dari segi perhubungan manusia disebabkan kepantasan perkembangan teknologi maklumat. Ini bermakna segala-galanya menjadi milik bersama dalam konsep dunia tanpa sempadan. Kerajaan Malaysia memberi keutamaan kepada globalisasi ekonomi yang juga memerlukan kerahan tenaga daripada rakyat kita, tidak kira lelaki mahupun wanita. Jika dulu peranan wanita adalah sebagai orang yang memperjuangkan hak-hak kaumnya, apakah peranan wanita di dalam era globalisasi yang modern ini?

First Point
Banyak pekerjaan yang dilakukan oleh wanita sekarang ini sama dengan pekerjaan kaum lelaki contohnya jika dulu seorang pemimpin haruslah lelaki, maka sekarang wanita pun boleh menjadi pemimpin. Buktinya banyak wanita yang menjadi ketua kampung, bahkan menjadi pejabat. Banyak hal yang dapat dilakukan oleh wanita selain menjadi Ibu Rumah Tangga. Wanita pun dapat melakukan hal-hal atau pekerjaan-pekerjaan yang sama dengan lelaki, namun tetap dalam batasan-batasan yang tertentu. Maksudnya, tetap ada pekerjaan atau hal-hal yang dilakukan kaum adam yang tidak boleh digantikan posisinya oleh wanita. Contohnya saja ketua keluarga. Meskipun dalam pekerjaannya seorang wanita menjadi ketua daerah atau berpenghasilan lebih tinggi dari suaminya, di dalam keluarga si suami tetaplah menjadi kepala keluarga. Kerana wanita diciptakan untuk melayani suaminya. Tetapi dalam hal mendidik anak-anaknya, hak dan kewajiban keduanya adalah sama.

Second point.
Sumbangan wanita dalam pembangunan negara adalah amat diperlukan. Sekiranya sumbangan wanita dalam pembangunan negara dikecualikan, ini bermakna tenaga kerja akan kurang dengan begitu mendadak kerana hampir separuh sumbangan tenaga kerja datangnya dari kaum wanita. Lebih-lebih lagi apabila kita lihat trend masakini dimana jumlah penuntut wanita di institusi pengajian tinggi adalah di antara 60 peratus dan 70 peratus jika berbanding hanya antara 30 peratus dan 35 peratus penuntut lelaki. Ini kerana wanita mempunyai sifat yang tekun dan gigih, serta mempunyai perasaan bertanggungjawab dan sanggup bertungkus lumus merebut peluang yang sedia ada.

Third point.
wanita merupakan insan pertama yang bertanggungjawab untuk mendidik anak-anak menjadi generasi yang berilmu sejak anak dalam kandungan lagi. Perhatian dan kasih sayang dari seorang ibu terhadap anaknya adalah amat penting sekali bagi melahirkan generasi yang berguna. Tambahan pula, kasih sayang dalam keluarga semakin hari semakin dimamah kemajuan teknologi yang menyebabkan kekucar kaciran dalam keluarga. Kaum wanita dikatakan begitu berjaya mendidik anak-anak diperingkat sekolah rendah kerana sifat keibuan semula jadi.

4th point.. palak ku dah penin dah. HAHAHA. Kondem kondem! argggghh.. *rest* ~

Sayu ='(

2010-10-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

A lot of story to be share. Oh dear, im so sad and have no mood to type anything right now. I really miss my dad alot. Miss him very very very much. Miss my bee oso. Miss him so badly. But I miss my dad more. ='(

baju baju baju. ;p

2010-10-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

oh yes! See the shirt I wore at the side ? besar bukan? haha. nang besar. first ku makey ya asa cam dalam makei baju tido jak. haha. sott. last nite, ive modified it. err. simple jak. ku jait tangan jak smlm. it just a sample okei. sikda cut cut cney-cney. just jahit-jahit-jahit. tambah butang k ipak atas ya. ya jak. huhu. atas permintaan pija, so i modified it ler. benda tailor-tailor tok bukan kerja aku actually, i try my best la. mun sik cuba, ney la kita tauk bakat kita nak? diat jak hasil nya. err. maok tengok ? huhu.

Front view.

kiri (before); nmpk kecik cz ku tarit ke blkng bfore ambik pic.

kanan (after); terlalu tight kat part dada. haha.

Sideview.

kiri (before); besar kan? ga blkng ya, dapat dilipat. haha.

kanan (after); see, sikda gik nya berlipat camya koh.

Agak sik kemas, tapi ive tried my best. pedulik aku, aku pakei , bukan torg. haha. ada ati nk komplen-komplen, tukuk daie lak! ngeee. jke. tp however, haha. tapi + however = nice. oh. back to the point. boleh lah. asal ada jak kerja ku sia. ku tok ada malas kit nak ngator-ngator pei kemas. asal ada jak padah orang tek nak. haha. janji adaa. yeah! lak ku dah gemok kit, bukak jak jahitan ya. huhu. jait baru gik. senang keja. sik nyusah torang. drpd ku buang duit soh cina cut ctok cnun. indipendent pok! apa kerco ku tok. sik sah mun sik ngerco.

btw, thanks kat apis , nok sudi neman ku pei tengah malam. sik bulak padah ko, mun jam kol 12 tgh malam, mesti ku alu tido. haha. nang penauk ko pok. terer. respect kt ko. and to bee, thanks sebab ngegeh-ngegeh ngn nee smlm. mintak gigit, ney ndak nya cmya. hehe. pesit tlinga lak! awww.. and to me and myself. sebab menda ya aku alu tido aher smlm. haha. terima kasih bebanyak. Pa kah..

geram!

2010-10-01T01:56:00.000-07:00

abis suma benda lam tok ko nak copy! sikda akal kedirik ka? sikda idea kedirik ka? sikda kreativiti kedirik ka? dasar pozer without pendirian! geram ku! suma ko nak ekot! coba ko carik ilham kedirik gak! uhh! sikda muji juak. sik guna nak bangga mun lagik takat ko numpang ngekot idea orang. get a life la slut! sikmuji koh! bencik nyawa ku! huh!

bum bum bum

2010-09-30T23:52:00.000-07:00

I feel uncomfortable today. I dunno why. Maybe because one of my ears are blocked. Oh my left ear. Bodoh betul. I am very very very gila happy happy gila everytime my dad come back home to Sarikei. Why? Because, kantau masok. And as you already informed, I am type of person that non-stick at home. Keep on kayo-kayo and ngelayo-ngelayo. So, when my dad is here, we went kayo-kayo and travelling a lot! Arum embulak, almost everyday Sibu - Sarikei. Unbelievable kan. That what really happened.

3 days ago, I fall off that staircases infront the house with my novo. I was about to store my novo when I lose control and almost fall off to kiss the ground. My thigh are blueish-black that night. Yeah, I do facing some difficulties with my action and movement after the incident. But I buat slamber jer.

Yesterday, time otw back home from Sibu, my dad bukak cerita lamak when he knew bout the incident of my and my novo. He said that, my mother just like me once. Abis lebam-lebam when she tried 'moto with 5 class'. I dunno what the name of that vehicle. My dad did mentioned it yesterday, but I forgotten already. And my mum was so 'reddish' when dad told us bout that. Dengan pantas she replied 'ya dolok, time gik bergerek ngan bpk ko dolok'. So I laughed out loud, cant face it. So, u do twija juak once kan mum. =p

Lebam lebam.

Boredom Images.

kalerful still the one.

2010-09-29T03:03:00.000-07:00

tired update blog. haha. bukan main panjang ngerco. biar lah panjang, asal berisik. haha. pa kah. i just realized my follower not only sarawakian, this also include non-sarawakian. like, lepehkians. oh yes. haha. rasa tidak percaya. aku tak percaya cintaaa.! ♥

bout leen

2010-09-29T00:46:00.001-07:00

Basic Things

As you already know through Facebook, my fullname is Puteri Azleen Samat. My schoolmates used to called me Put for short meanwhile my internet friends called me Leen for simple. My family call me Alan since I was 9 years old. I am 16 years old now. Born on 23 June 1994 at Pusat Rawatan Wanita Sri Ramal Kajang, Selangor. Staying at Kampung Baru Seberang, Sarikei, Sarawak since I was 2 years old.

Family

I have 7 members in my family. But my elder sister have passed away when she was 14 on 2004. So now left 6 of us. My dad is Imam I at Masjid Peringgit at Melaka. Meanwhile my mum is a Moral and Perdagangan subjects teacher. Hard to believe right? Both parents have a noble occupation whereas the child's attitude is worst. What to do. I'm still their child, they still my parents right? My brother is Muhd Yazed. He is teacher wanna-be. I wonder will he success to be a brilliant teacher with his hot-tampered attitude? He is 22. Born on 6 September 1988. IPBL ex student, 2007 - 2009. Now studying in UKM, Bangi. My other siblings, Muhd Amirul and Zulaikha. Both of them now studying at SK Agama (MIS) Sarikei. Amirul is 9 years old, 26 May 2000. Whereas the little one is 8 years old, 11 September 2001.

Truth bout Leen.

I may look matured in pictures or face or else but no im not that matured. Sometimes i act like a kid and other times i act like an adult. It depends on times and situation. hehe well my family and closestfriends know who i am and i know who they are. It's not important for you to know who i am without being my friend. hehe be my friend first and you'll know me better.

I am very shy with new people. The guys especially and the elder people. It takes time to comfort with them but hey I am very friendly and talkative with people around my ages especially the female. haha. And I love to ask lots of questions, for sure.

I laugh and talk a lot but sometimes I just wanna try to be such a quiet girl and guess what? Im failed. hehe. my friends then will ask me, "knk ko put?" "ok ko ka?" "da poblem ko ka?".. and something similar like that ler. Hee, thanks friends cuz being such caring person. Love love torang. Aww..

Im bad in speaking in English. I can pronounced it quite well but i can't get the words out of my mouth when im talking. Usually I need to think and arrange what i need to say first before spill it out. hehe. Anyway, I can type in English and I understand English well-donely haha except of new words, ofcourse. Biasa lah, lidah melayu. hehe

Capturing my own pictures and other pictures is my hobby. I'll capture many of their pictures and my pictures but then I'll sad of deleting it. So I'll store the pictures in the computer and view it over and over again without feeling bored. Yeah pictures are my memory. I can see many differences by browsing the old pictures and I laugh when remembering the memories. haha.

I love to eat. yummy! very very very much! grr. but when Im overloaded I can't stand of seeing any foods again because then Im feeling like I want to vormit haha. I love junk food a lot more than you imagine. Cant stop taking junk food u know.

Oh well. I love to sing for fun. haha I sing when Im happy. But I prefer to stay alone when im sad. Don't bother. It's my style to let the feeling away. I listen to all songs as long as they're best to be heard. I get headache easily when listen to hard and loud voices. All bands are my favourite. I can't list them here. Not enough space for typing.

I love karaoke so very damn fucking much. I realized I started to like karaoke on my day hangout with Pija. I was so like influenzed by her when she and her friends took me to karaoke box at sing kwong. Now I am addicted to karaoke. Want to karaoke? Just call me and asked me out. I'll never let you down when its time to karaoke. hee.

The Important Things

I really hate hate hate the people that I dislike. What's your problem? What I dislike bout them? Well, I hate people who steal others style. Be yourself, get your own style sweetheart. And dont approached me if I didn't smile at you. I'll be a quiet person if you talk less. Really dislike people that 'ngerco' and talked nonsense lebih-lebih.

^^,

2010-09-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

LOL. Ku ngerco. Rasa sik cayak jk ku ngerco. Ku asa mun tok apat di doodlez, nang abis dah page tok di lukis-lukis, dikoreng-koreng dengan pensel / pen. Nang abstract abis lah page tok tam aku. Tapi apakan daya, tok cumalah ruang untuk taep menaep. Taep jak lah. Dah jarik tok atang gatal gilak nak ngerco tek. Ngerco la memena sia. Ngerco. Dah bik pluang tok. Manfaatkan peluang nok ada sia. Lak dah sik di brik ngerco lak, macam2 jak idea nak kuar. Dah diberik ngerco mena, sikmaok molah mena. Kenjet mena jarik tok. Git tlinga jarik tok lak bok tauk. HAHA.

580 Free MMS to all celcom number in 24 Hours. Gila ka ku nk ngabis 580 mms dlm masa 24jam? ku nk antar kat sapa suma pic. HAHA. paloi mena main. MMS diberik free, coba tuka 580 MMS ya ke 580 SMS. Ya bok nyaman kit. Tok sik, MMS di berik kt aku. Ndak la ku tauk nk berabis ke cney mms free ya. Molah rugi jak. Huh. Mms free, p kedit sikda. HAHA. Taek mena eh.

Rasa maok tuka gik jak kaler biru tok eh. Gelik sa nyawa nangga kaler biru. Terlampao banyak maksud biru ya. HAHA. Tuka jak lah mun da masa kelak-kelak. Gik malas sa nyawa temtok.

It will never be the same.

2010-09-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

Please, STOP IT! Tired dah ku ngan ko. Ure selfish. Keep thinking bout yourself. Did you ever think bout me? Even once? NO! Never, right? Im always right. You're the one that pretend to be right all the time. The truth is, youre the one that always wrong! Admit it, you cant deny it anymore. You just need me whenever youre alone. You need me because no one want to be with you. Why? No other reasons, it all because of your attitude. Please, change it. Nobody want to be a friend of a backstabber and a selfish person.

Well, for me. It just because Im pity for you. I know what it feel like to being alone without anyone around me by my side. Quit acting like a baby and get rid of your childish attitude. Its annoying everyone. Be mature. We're growing older day by day. You should know how to distinguish good and bad now. Whats right , and whats isn't. Whats should and whats should not.

You keep blaming me for everything. Tapi bila ko molah, it is much worst than mine. Sik juak ku marah ko nak? Ku diam jak, malas nk berbunyi. Lak ko kecik aty bila ku dah berbunyi. Hey, dolok ko puas enjoy bha pok. Macam ku siktauk. Ko ya dlok terok gik dari ku , bodo! Jangan pikey ku siktauk. Just because your physical changes, doesnt mean deep inside you are also change. You may change the outside look of yours, but inside, u still the old you.

Currently down right now, Im so sorry. Doesn't mean that I hate you, just dislike the way you are now. Please change it. I know u can change. My trust are on you. Please dont let me down. I know you'll never disappoint me. Im tired you keep frustrating me. Ku ngerco jak tek. Beboring koh. In the same time, I really meant it. Dedicated this post to that someone. I hope u know, what I meant. (If you read this la.)


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