*tekanan perasaan

quit playing with my heart. haha. ntah apa². kenapa suka sangat buat orang berharap? kalau tak nak, cakap je terus terang, i dont really mind actually. though memang sakit hati la jugak. but being honest is the best kan? aha. walaupun perit, sakit dan pahit utk menerima kenyataan.

kawan →  bestfriend  →  sweetfriend  →  scandal  →  boyfriend?

bermula dengan bersahabat, bila dah berkawan, jadi sahabat baik. seterusnya menjadi teman tapi mesra, next stage is scandal. lastly, in a relationship? oh not yet. he asked me to wait for him. wait for him? wait for him for whatt? tunggu u sampai u cant find a better one for urself? kalau tak jumpa the perfect one, aku jadi pilihan kedua? haha. bijak sangat la tu.

by now, im telling myself no more waiting! isnt that i cant wait for you and cant withstand it, it just,

"ahh, berbaloi ke penantian aku?" 

and each time aku usya wall facebook kau, asyik ade je wallpost awek. kalau takat wallpost biase takpe lah. neh tak, ahh, gedik gilerr la sial! jeles aku. p mampuih la hang dua.

"kau tak terpikir ke yang ku tengah tunggu kau?"

mungkin aku terlalu berharap kot, but i trusted you all my heart *old film script*

"dan sekarang, aku berhenti berharap"

why? because, last night i asked you,

"berbaloi ka ta gu nya?"

i was quite shocked when you replied

"ngu apa gik?"

since then, i realized that u never meant what uve said before. ='(
terima kasih oink-oink ejo. hak3. u're the perfect one ive met, but u disappointed me. im so totally frustrated right now. uwaaaa. like i care kan? saya ada parents dan kawan di sekeliling saya. saya sayang mereka dan mereka pun sayang saya. i lebiuu all pwens. =]