im trying my new netbook. haha. felt grateful im one of those chosen one to received 1Malaysia netbook. some students complaint, "how come teacher's child could get the netbook too?". easily i answered, "ade aku kesah". it isn't from the goverment, but it from the parlimen. la la la. what am i talking. =.=

okey, back to the blog, i was too bored this morning, so i search my own nickname [azle3n] on the Google search engines. guess what, i saw someone bloggin bout me with my name on her post. i felt curious bout the title. "Lovely4Me : Where is sista Azle3n" [click on the title to read] . it was posted on 31 January 2011 by adhira , she is Mieyzah's little sister. oh yes, i've deleted my blog in January until March 2011. so sorry sis, but, no worries, im back here now. agak terharu when i read her post. never expected someone will search for my blog and read about my entries. thanks adhira. :)


.friend. 
what is friend to you? is a friend the one that u will be with when they're happy and wealthy? but u decided to be apart from them when u're in need?
Nur Azwani Ramlan, Edna Pamela. they are what i called true friends. they will always be my side when they're in need. i cried, they also cried. when they cried, i wont go away, i will stay by their side to make them felt better. i will stand up for them if one's hurt their feeling. cubit paha kanan, paha kiri pun terasa. friendship isnt about money nor glamorous at all !

Edna Pamela, girl paling tabah ive met. no matter how much her problems are, she wont show it to the world, she still able to smile and make others giggle. never show the meaning of sadness. no matter how and in what condition she is facing. all that she said is, "by gone let be gone, past let be past, nothing could change it". she is my role model to not giving up easily. she teach me to defend things that we still own so we wont lose it for the second time.





Nur Azwani Ramlan, she is really a good listener. i never thought i would met someone that really understanding and honest in friendship. i treated her just like one of my family member, and she did the same. i frequently dropby her house and even her family treated me like i was one of them. she always be by my side when i cried and need someone to talk to. when she got problem, i will give my time to listen to her. never regret to be a friend of her, the honest friend in friendship ive met.




.Guy-friend.
Since April 2011, i tried to looking for a guy friend just like i'd before. well, he's quite special from my other guy-friends. guy-friends oke, not gay-friends. he's just nice and uhh, i cant describe him by words. he just too special as a guy-friend. he is irreplaceable. nobody could replace him easily. he will be my side when i needed him. i really had a good moment whenever we're together. i mean , together as a friend. he really know how to cheers me up. but now, he got his own life, with his beloved girl. oh yeah, i dont want to interrupted his happy life. my existence in his life is a silence. i just only could see his happiness from far. he is happy, and im happy for him. hope you will always be happy dear friend. no matter what u still always be the "meow² babo". *smiling in painess*

.Can i be yours?.
on 14th June 2011, i went out with a guy. he really nice and soft spoken. im quite comfortable with him, but it doesnt felt the same when im with "meow² babo". on the next day, he said to me, i really like you, i want you to be my gf. i was speechless after read his texts. i cant believe my eyes and i felt like dreaming. he didnt show any signs that makes him seem interested towards me. i didnt give any response on his text. i stay silent and pretend like it never happened.

the honest is, i didnt feel liked to be in any relationship right now. my friends said, "kedong nak bagus dah depan mata, knk maok dibiar bertunggu?, kelak nya pergi melepas nangga nya dah ngan orang lain". yes, he really nice. for me, well, who cares. if he truly meant it, he will wait, he will understand. i just wanted to be alone. when i saw my coupled friends happy, i also happy. i dont know why. i just felt happy for them even at certain times i wish i also happy with someone by my side, that could accept me by who i really am.

Conclusion :
based on my post ive typed, the conclusion i could make is, my English is suck. i do realized there are error everywhere, and yet i don't know how to improve it. HAHA. thank you for reading.

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