final one. :)

im already tired by all of these. who am i kidding. i cant lied myself. i tried and tried not to give up easily. ive tired of trying. ok, now i give up. nobody could lie themselves. time for me to erase the fake smile on my face. dont want to pretend anymore. its hurting me inside. 

dont want to go on anymore. sorry guys. im so really sorry. im such a liar. what a big liar. keep on making fake promises towards all of you. i admit, i have crush on you guys, but the truth is i dont really mean what ive said to you. i did all of this so i could feel better after losing him. i cant believe that he's no longer mine.

Abdul Fuad Mahdi. he's the one. until now i still wondering why i kept on waiting for him. i know, it is impossible that you will be mine once again. i just cant accept the others. each time im with them, i just cant get rid of you from my mind. it kept remind me about you. only you! oh God, please help me. hope that miracle will happen to me. is it normal, hard to forget bout someone that we really love?

penantian satu penyeksaan. apatah lagi penantian yang sia-sia. lebih menyeksakan. 

no matter, i keep on waiting in vain. cant you see, how  fool am i cz of you. i wondering, how come you could easily erased me from your life? i bet you got a better life now. with someone new that could make you happy. seriously, i am jealous if your relationship with her last longer. why must her, why not me. it should me be the one!

and lastly, to my Bekas Sahabat Lelaki Terbaek, thanks ko dah ilang tetiba. btw, lamak ko sekda pun ku bahagia waima kesan ya menyakitkan aku. ku dah padah, ko mpun ya pn sama juak ngan miak di anok ko org itam ya. sekda beza pun tak2. sikkan tinggal aku ohh, ya bok nya ko nunjok olah ko. mantak-mantak ku di tinggal kau. sekpa pok, ku trimak jak. geram nang ku geram. ko laki, apa nak k bingong ko. and ku sik suntok gilak lahhh nak mintak perhatian dari kau! but, jujo ku madah, ko nang sikpat diganti. ko la geng paling best ku penah dpt =\ ohh, i should care less bout you, stupid.

meluat kan membaca my blog. like i care? its my blog my site my space my mind. its mine. dislike it? you can press the alt+f4 buttons or just click close. its simple as ABC. uhh. hate this feeling. KLMJ ndah. haha. its time for me to go.
i love chicken butt. HAHA